Late night babbles and horoscope wishes
I hate quiet nights. Especially after it rains. It didn't use to bother me, but why now?
Why suddenly am I afraid to tell people things? I'm normally able to speak my mind without skipping a beat. Yeah, I know it isn't the best thing sometimes. I think it is the uncertainty of things right now.
Will my life be changing soon? What about those around me? I want to change and have everything stay the same. Is it selfish to feel this way?
Ok, I feel better after crying.
So, what now? I have a feeling there is going to be a lot of change this year. It is about time I read into my horoscope for the year to boost me up.
To those who are Sagittariuses:
http://www.gotohoroscope.com/2011/sagittarius.html
For others who are curious:
http://www.gotohoroscope.com/yearly-horoscope.html
I really hope if what mine says is true, then I will definitely take it's advice. Maybe I should be a lucky rabbit's foot for good luck.
Things I hope to happen this year are:
1. Get a job in the industry of my choice. (animation, movies, film, etc.)
2. Move out of my parent's house. ( I love them very much, but I need to stop driving them nuts. XD)
3. Go out on a date(s). (I haven't dated since 2007, and I'm hoping to find someone interested in me. Some people have already had some luck, and I need a little bit too!)
4. Go to the gym more. (I fell off the wagon need to get back on it, even if its mostly cardio. Since I'm a big person I know it is hard to get guys. No need to butter me up, I know. I could write over 100 posts about this.)
5. Work on more projects. (Whether it be painting, making non costume things, or things around the house. Things that make me feel accomplished and not to please others all the time.)
6. Go on trips. (I still find it important to get out and travel. I still want to go to Fanime this year. I hope I can.)
7. Keep friendships strong. (I get this feeling that this will be important this year.)
I can't think of anything else at this point, but 7 things is good enough. I leave this post with this song I've been listening to.
Why suddenly am I afraid to tell people things? I'm normally able to speak my mind without skipping a beat. Yeah, I know it isn't the best thing sometimes. I think it is the uncertainty of things right now.
Will my life be changing soon? What about those around me? I want to change and have everything stay the same. Is it selfish to feel this way?
Ok, I feel better after crying.
So, what now? I have a feeling there is going to be a lot of change this year. It is about time I read into my horoscope for the year to boost me up.
To those who are Sagittariuses:
http://www.gotohoroscope.com/2011/sagittarius.html
For others who are curious:
http://www.gotohoroscope.com/yearly-horoscope.html
I really hope if what mine says is true, then I will definitely take it's advice. Maybe I should be a lucky rabbit's foot for good luck.
Things I hope to happen this year are:
1. Get a job in the industry of my choice. (animation, movies, film, etc.)
2. Move out of my parent's house. ( I love them very much, but I need to stop driving them nuts. XD)
3. Go out on a date(s). (I haven't dated since 2007, and I'm hoping to find someone interested in me. Some people have already had some luck, and I need a little bit too!)
4. Go to the gym more. (I fell off the wagon need to get back on it, even if its mostly cardio. Since I'm a big person I know it is hard to get guys. No need to butter me up, I know. I could write over 100 posts about this.)
5. Work on more projects. (Whether it be painting, making non costume things, or things around the house. Things that make me feel accomplished and not to please others all the time.)
6. Go on trips. (I still find it important to get out and travel. I still want to go to Fanime this year. I hope I can.)
7. Keep friendships strong. (I get this feeling that this will be important this year.)
I can't think of anything else at this point, but 7 things is good enough. I leave this post with this song I've been listening to.
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