life
So, I have been pretty busy. Work is work and it's alright, I got my pay raise early. Joe loves his job, my response "at least one of us does." Although the friends I have made at work makes the job bearable. We are having a cookout tomorrow so I baked. S'more pie...*shudder*. It's ok, but seeings as how I am trying to lose weight, I can't eat much at these things. Though I have done good, since starting this job a month ago, I have lost 5lbs and dropped a percent. Which is great seeings how for 6 months at my old job I didn't budge. I feel better physically because I am moving around alot more. At the end of the month we are going to take our stimulus check and finish out my home gym. Joseph is so nice, and I only need a few more things to have it complete for my regement.
I hate the gym, it takes all of me to go and exercise. My close friends who know me can probably understand why and here lately my self image has gone to hell in a hand basket. Someday I will be able to look at myself and be comfortable but as long as I feel like crap, that isn't going to happen. Then again, trying to make it to the gym for a training session after work in rush hour traffic isn't all that great anyhow. I mean a 20 min. drive that takes close to an hour. Whee!
Ok, that's enough rambling, sorry to do it hear but I can't do it in real life cause no one understands my basis for the poor body image rant.
I hate the gym, it takes all of me to go and exercise. My close friends who know me can probably understand why and here lately my self image has gone to hell in a hand basket. Someday I will be able to look at myself and be comfortable but as long as I feel like crap, that isn't going to happen. Then again, trying to make it to the gym for a training session after work in rush hour traffic isn't all that great anyhow. I mean a 20 min. drive that takes close to an hour. Whee!
Ok, that's enough rambling, sorry to do it hear but I can't do it in real life cause no one understands my basis for the poor body image rant.