shes ok!
wow 31 weeks since i been here, where ive been??? dont really know, been drifting in and out of my life it seems. ill just be doin shit, and then it will hit me, does she think about me as much as i do her??? just found out where shes been, will she really be back this time, and if so for how long. at this point if i could just see her it would bring it all back, somehow my wish for her to have a happy birthday was heard and i sorta got a response, thats all im holding onto right now..feels good to have some peice of mind, even though its not very much, better than nothin, tough thing is, if i change will it be for me or her??? she doesnt want me to change for her but i want to be the man for her i want to be that guy. is that wrong???
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