Oct 14, 2006 10:12
So, yeah...Im pretty sure everyone has kinda heard about my amazing day yesterday. Lets start from the begining....I was having kind of a shitty day from the begining...not too bad..but I was a little pissed/upset. Tiffany told us she can't come to Jessie's gramma's...and I was pretty much pissed...then shes like "you guys can come over though afterwards"...and yea...I dont wanna. So, those plans kinda got fucked. Then, to the fun stuff. Right after 6th hour...walking to the pep-rally thing...me and dave are walking....a bunch of kids in kyles grade are in front of us (the kid kyle got ink on and had to pay 25 dollars for his so expensive hollister) and daves like "kick his ass right now dude! lets take him! no ones around!" (IRONIC!). I blow it off and keep walking...I didnt wanna fight anyone...(ALSO IRONIC!). So, we get down the hall some more and meet up with Jessie and Tiffany..we're walking all together...some of kyles gay little friends are messing with me behind me...and pushing each other into each other and into me and dave and stuff....I dont even look back but once. Daves like "shut the fuck up! Ill kick your asses! John kick these kids asses *pulling on my backpack like crazy*" and I dont even look back..just keep walking and ignoring....seeing Im with Jessie...there freshmen...and we're going to a pep-rally. Someone gets pushed into me I turn around and its alex Kelly...So, I push him, he pushes me...So I hit him in a face...not punch...hit (basically saying to back the fuck off). I turned around and kept walking...then mr.foster calls me and I go to the office...for the ENTIRED pep-rally. Alex comes in and tells them I didnt start it..and it wasnt my fault...and tells him it was dave, joe pate, and some chent kid. the goat gets the 2 freshmen....talks to them...and takes SOO long trying to find dave...and doesnt. So, I miss my bus...and mrs.demas is like "I guess ill have to take you home" and all this crap...and Im like "oh, please god"...so I go in the hall and see Anna ad ask her if she can take me...and Jen harris says she will...So, they took me home...and I got home before my mom so she never found out. That all blew over ok...
I call jessie...she was freaking out thinkin I wouldnt be able to go tomorrow...but it was all ok..Jessie went over Tiffanys and i picked her up there to come over. We had a great time til the game...everything went great. We got hair cuts..Jessie loved the hair cut my mom gave her...which made me happy...I thought the rest of the day would be ok...So, we're laying there...and shes like "you wanna go to the game of not? I want you to decide" I wasnt crazy about going....but I know ppl would be mad...and I know she wanted to go...so we went...but a little late. We get there and its PACKED like a gay mans asshole. So, Im like "Im not even going into the highschool parking lot...we'll walk" and Jessies like "no we'll find a spot"...oh we found a spot...a spot in the fucking parking lot at the towing place. Me, Dave, Tiffany, Jessie, And Leah all went to Dave's car cold...they announced it...I didnt hear. they'd towed it. We go to the place and call and stuff...I have to pick it up today...it can only be like 50-60 dollars right? nope...105. Just my fucking luck. 105 dollars for what? moving there fucking fat ass to move a car 3 blocks? fuck you asshole...But Jessie's pretty much amazing...she helped a lot with everything...calmed me down...helped figure stuff out...Gave me money to start to pay for it...even though I didnt wanna take it...shes just amazing and Im so luck to have her
So, yesterday was a fucking disaster...now Im scared for today...we're not doing the "pinic" thing by the water....its fucking cold. then I dunno about after homecoming either...the weekends fucked...I already see it. Im still pretty damn upset. I wasnt even all that upset abouut my car being towed itself...its the fact the day was SOOO ruined...all because of me. Sure, I dont have 105 dollars...and thats gonna add another 105 to what I owe ppl...but the whole not having a car thing...just fucked homecoming...Im not sure if I can go still of not....or if my mom will let me drive...I dunno...just worried...I want today to be good.
I've now realized every little choice you make in life can affect you so greatly. Every little choice in your life changes everything...how things are..who you are..everything. it's crazy.