Drama Part 579
This is NOT going to happen again. Its just not. This thing where people take it upon THEMSELVES to personally attack Jamie and myself on livejournal and try to turn it on us...like WE are the bad people.
Do you know what? I dont even fucking care anymore.
Im sick of people being such hypocrites. Steffani....remember like a week ago you were talking about how you got sick of people putting all their drama on livejournal...and not just letting things go. You also talked about how our friendship was special and we talk through everything.
Great job comunicating, Steff.
So all of a sudden you stopped talking to me...and you started acting mad...and to be honest..PERFECTLY HONEST...I didnt really fucking care...because at this point the only people from the group that I DONT expect to turn on me are Sierra and Jamie...because you have proved NUMEROUS times that YOU can turn on me in an instant.... without even asking me for my explination of what went down...that was always the afterthought.
Well, I have gone 180% out of my way to stay friends with you. Seriously...you dont know how many times I have been mad at you...no...more like...enraged. Guess how many times I have talked shit about you...or said ANYTHING bad about you AT ALL!!!! Guess.
NEVER.
Actually, no, thats not COMPLETELY true, because the past couple days I have talked shit about you...because you finally pushed me over the edge. I have finally gotten to where I should have gotten with you a long time ago. When you talked shit about me behind my back...and I found out about it but never told you, when you made a livejournal entry bashing me...when I was right (and I will ALWAYS think I was right), when you used me 7589758967 times because you needed somewhere to stay in town (and I KNEW you were using me to see John..I KNEW IT...the ONLY reason I let you was because I liked spending time with you...BECAUSE I CONSIDERED YOU A GOOD FRIEND), even when you were hanging out with me the past couple months and pretty much ignored me the entire time. I have gotten to a place where I really dont fucking care about you. As anything...a friend, a sister, someone I used to be close to, an enemy..nothing. I just dont care anymore.
John wins. You are out of my life.
But before I end it completely...I will tell you why I said what I did. I said it because when someone has as strong opinions on someone as you did on Kara...and you go back on that...I lose ALL respect for them...it means your opinions mean nothing...your convictions...mean nothing. You pretty much say whatever shit you feel like at the time...whether you believe it or not.
fuck this shit.
Another friendship gone...for some reason I feel better about ending this one than I have about ending ANY of the others. I guess because this time...I know 100% without a doubt. I am right.
Do you know what? I dont even fucking care anymore.
Im sick of people being such hypocrites. Steffani....remember like a week ago you were talking about how you got sick of people putting all their drama on livejournal...and not just letting things go. You also talked about how our friendship was special and we talk through everything.
Great job comunicating, Steff.
So all of a sudden you stopped talking to me...and you started acting mad...and to be honest..PERFECTLY HONEST...I didnt really fucking care...because at this point the only people from the group that I DONT expect to turn on me are Sierra and Jamie...because you have proved NUMEROUS times that YOU can turn on me in an instant.... without even asking me for my explination of what went down...that was always the afterthought.
Well, I have gone 180% out of my way to stay friends with you. Seriously...you dont know how many times I have been mad at you...no...more like...enraged. Guess how many times I have talked shit about you...or said ANYTHING bad about you AT ALL!!!! Guess.
NEVER.
Actually, no, thats not COMPLETELY true, because the past couple days I have talked shit about you...because you finally pushed me over the edge. I have finally gotten to where I should have gotten with you a long time ago. When you talked shit about me behind my back...and I found out about it but never told you, when you made a livejournal entry bashing me...when I was right (and I will ALWAYS think I was right), when you used me 7589758967 times because you needed somewhere to stay in town (and I KNEW you were using me to see John..I KNEW IT...the ONLY reason I let you was because I liked spending time with you...BECAUSE I CONSIDERED YOU A GOOD FRIEND), even when you were hanging out with me the past couple months and pretty much ignored me the entire time. I have gotten to a place where I really dont fucking care about you. As anything...a friend, a sister, someone I used to be close to, an enemy..nothing. I just dont care anymore.
John wins. You are out of my life.
But before I end it completely...I will tell you why I said what I did. I said it because when someone has as strong opinions on someone as you did on Kara...and you go back on that...I lose ALL respect for them...it means your opinions mean nothing...your convictions...mean nothing. You pretty much say whatever shit you feel like at the time...whether you believe it or not.
fuck this shit.
Another friendship gone...for some reason I feel better about ending this one than I have about ending ANY of the others. I guess because this time...I know 100% without a doubt. I am right.