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First time back in months! I got jenna Jameson's autobiography, which is a lot better than I even expected it to be (and you KNOW me when you know I have high expectations... hahaha) and I real;ly can relate a lot to her. It's so funny because home time on breaks is always my reflecting time. Not that I don't think at my school, but there is always so much BULLSHIT going on that I get distracted or think in very bad cycles "everyone hates me I don't trust them he keeps abusing me and nobody will hear me why can't i talk here why can't i talk here whycan'titalk?" And, yes, I am being abused here. Consistently. And now I know to try to avoid them or get a better male-figure to protect me in a non-pathetic way. Sometimes this is hard to think of but I think I have a friend, now. But I am home and doing better now. I am goign to Italy in a few days and I really really want to have sex when I come home. I love you home-dwellers! Bye! See you on St. Pattys