random thoughts for random days
Lately I've been trying to find myself. I think I'm going through the common symptoms. I don't really know what I want to do with my life, who I want to be in every way, who I want to be with, where I should go, what I should do. I feel like I have writers block, I feel blank. Maybe because work suppresses lots of my creative thoughts. I want to do something great with the time I have here, and enjoy it as much as I can. I just don't how to attain that. bleh. I guess everyone goes through this, but not many people talk about it/ I'm surrounded by people who don't inspire me.
Basically, I need this vacation. It couldn't have come at a better time. I want to get away from everything I know, and wonder if I could do that in the future for longer time periods. I think it would be great to quit my job, keep going to school online and traveling at the same time. This is just my fantasy of course. I feel misunderstood, uncreative, and stifled as of now, and I want to break free. I don't know how to inspire myself, but I'm looking.
I finished my first class today though, and I will start a communications class tomorrow (basically a college writing class) so I'm excited. And they made me pick all of my classes for the next year, and I got to pick sociology, critical thinking (philosophy), creative writing, environmental science etc. So that should be semi-amazing.
..and I started listening to Japanese language courses to get my knowledge back.
Konnichiwa. O tenki desu ne? Lucas wa dai suki desu.
Ok, and I won't lie, Bunnyfish are helping my spirits these days. <3
KozyNDan
Basically, I need this vacation. It couldn't have come at a better time. I want to get away from everything I know, and wonder if I could do that in the future for longer time periods. I think it would be great to quit my job, keep going to school online and traveling at the same time. This is just my fantasy of course. I feel misunderstood, uncreative, and stifled as of now, and I want to break free. I don't know how to inspire myself, but I'm looking.
I finished my first class today though, and I will start a communications class tomorrow (basically a college writing class) so I'm excited. And they made me pick all of my classes for the next year, and I got to pick sociology, critical thinking (philosophy), creative writing, environmental science etc. So that should be semi-amazing.
..and I started listening to Japanese language courses to get my knowledge back.
Konnichiwa. O tenki desu ne? Lucas wa dai suki desu.
Ok, and I won't lie, Bunnyfish are helping my spirits these days. <3
KozyNDan