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Alright ...so let me think.... ugh yeah brittz and karl want me to go out with jon.. i so want to ask him out...but im so0o scared of him saying no.. i mean yeah if i KNEW for sure he liked me than id prolly ask him out... but when i did ask him.. he wouldnt answer... ugh ppl say he prolly does , but i dunno... i dont wanna get my hopes up, cuz when i always get hurt... ugh i like Jon alot too... but yeah i guess its normal for me to have these kinda thoughts... i dunno.. maybe im just thinking to much... it'd be so0o much easier if He would just fucking say something instead of idk...ugh guys these days... hmm.. so yeah i dont think im going to ask him untill i know for sure how he feels...hah that'd prolly take forever but oh well... im not going ask someone out without knowing if they even like me.. you know what i mean? blah yeah well anyway i guess ill stop updating for now.. <3 bye
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