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LiFE TOTALLY SUX RiGHT NOW...WiTH ALL OF THE THiNGS THAT WE TAKE FOR GRANTED..AND ALL OF THE POiNTLESS FiGHTS WE GET iN WiTH PEOPLE WE LOVE..WE NEVER REALLY KNOW WHEN WE ARE GOiNG TO LOSE THEM..PROVEN WiTH WHAT JUST HAPPENED iN iNDiA..PEOPLE WERE LiViNG THEiR LiVES..WALKiNG TO THE STORE..HANGiNG OUT WiTH FRiENDS..AND THEN THEiR LiVES WERE CHANGED DRAMATiCALLY..AND EVEN LOST...LiFE iS SO SHORT..AND iT NEVER MATTERS ABOUT HOW YOUR HAiR LOOKS OR THE CLOTHES YOU WEAR OR WHAT YOU LiSTEN TO..ALL THAT MATTERS iS THAT YOU CARE FOR EACHOTHER AND THAT YOU LiVE EVERYDAY AS iF iT WERE YOUR LAST..NOT BY DOiNG CRAZY THiNGS BUT BY TELLiNG PEOPLE HOW YOU REALLY FEEL AND SHOWiNG THE ONES YOU LOVE HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM..iN REALiTY THE SMALL THiNGS DONT MATTER...NOT EVERYBODY THiNKS THiS WAY..PEOPLE WONT EVEN CARE WHAT i HAVE TO SAY OR HOW PEOPLE FEEL..BUT i THiNK THAT WE ARE LUCKY JUST TO LiVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY...JUST TO ACTUALLY HAVE SOMEBODY..NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE..BUT SOMEBODY WHO CARES FOR YOU..iM NOT SAYiNG THAT YOU SHOULD BECOME SOME FREAK WHO THiNKS OUTSiDE AND iNSiDE THE BOX ALL THE TiME BUT i AM SAYiNG TO ACTUALLY APPRECiATE WHAT YOU HAVE..THE LiFE YOU LiVE AND WHO YOU LiVE iT WiTH..THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE HAVE DiED TODAY..MAYBE SOMEBODY YOU KNOW..EiTHER UNEXPECTED OR EXPECTED..BUT EiTHER WAY..DO YOU THiNK YOU HAD ENOUGH TiME TO SHOW THEM OR TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU CARED FOR THEM OR HOW MUCH YOU ARE GOiNG TO MiSS THEM? iF YOU CAN GO A DAY WiTHOUT TELLiNG YOU PARENTS/GAURDiANS THANK YOU FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND TOLD THEM YOU LOVE THEM..WHAT ARE YOU GOiNG TO SAY WHEN YOU ARE LOOKiNG iNTO THEiR COFFiN? "i LOVE YOU AND i AM SO SORRY..THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME" WHY CANT YOU TELL THEM NOW..THEY MAY NEED TO HEAR THOSE WORDS MORE THAN YOU KNOW..WiTH OUT THEM WHO WOULD YOU BE?WHERE WOULD YOU BE?LiFE iS HEARTBREAKiNG, TRAUMATiC, CONFUSiNG, HAPPY, DEPRESSiNG, GLORIOUS, FUN...i KNOW THAT i AM NOT READY TO LOSE ANYBODY THAT i CARE FOR..SO i AM HERE TO TELL YOU ALL HOW MUCH i CARE ABOUT YOU..YOU ALL MEAN A LOT TO ME AND iF i HAD TO LiVE WiTHOUT YOU i WOULD BE HALF ALiVE..i AM SORRY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE FiGHTiNG WiTH YOUR FRiENDS..BUT DOES WHAT YOUR REALLY FiGHTiNG ABOUT MATTER? iS iT WORTH LOSiNG A FRiEND OVER?iF iTS NOT THEN WHY MAKE SUCH A BiG DEAL ABOUT iT?i LOVE YOU ALL!AND THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE!