thoughts from my inner lezzy
Lately ive been craving girl love
Not sexual love, relationship love. I really do connect romantically better with women. It makes me miss the times I had with Helen all that much more. And for once i want just a vanilla relationship. I want all the hugs and kisses and cuddles and holding hands without all the dominance and submission crap. I look through craigslist and all i find are bi girls who want to fool around and not tell thier boyfriends or Older women who want to do it in front of thier hubbys. Not my thing.
Sadly the best ones the real hot butchy type ones are all way far away like oceanside and chula vista. Maybe thats what im missing. An outside relationship someone to love and cuddle when everyone else is to far away.