Difficult night(god damnit what is it with me with men named David from Texas)
I have two Bettie Paige shirts. Two different men. Two different smells. Two different loves. Last night I had some hurtful things said to me by someone I love. I am still upset over it even though i was told this was written without the knowledge of the efforts I have been making to separate my need to serve and my desire to love. I fell in love with my new family deeply and faster than I have ever loved anyone. I love David in a way I never have had the chance to before, I watched my love grow into a full bloom over period of time instead of just diving in head first. Two very different situations amazing in thier own ways. Two very different situations painful in thier own way.
David I miss you
David I miss you
yes thats both of you