Oct 28, 2007 22:42
my horizons are beginning to narrow as i continue to look forward in things...
...half the time i'm suffering, however, i like it...
...i dunno how to explain that, i try to let things fall into place, though they fall to the ground, wtf?
i miss the old times, the past, the people, etc...
i definitely want to make a serious change ; my job, appearence, responsibility, etc...
there's a huge list of things that i would like to do, half the time i feel motivated, while on the other hand i feel stressed and distraught.
....i don't want to be addicted anymore, though the thoughts leak through the cracks....