another day gone by..
Here I am again writing in livejournal instead of sleeping...
weird
Soon enough I will be back in Pearl Harbor, so I dont have to deal with the ship so much as long as I get to go home everyday...I dont care. This place is driving me crazy and only because the simpliest thing has to be so fucking complicated..bleh Im only ranting right now because I dont really have much else to do, since I have all the junior personel coming to me, looking to me for advice and all I can give them is advice based on personal experience over 4 and a half years of stuff. Really wish I would have taken the 4 year contract instead of 6.
Mistake on my part, but eh going to make the best of it. What sucks is that most of the time, I sit around feeling shitty about feeling shitty. Almost nothing here makes me truely happy, and it blows. Usually I can get out of this "mood" by doing work or listening to my zune, been listening to alot of diffrent stuff than what Im usually used to listening to, examples: Chevelle, The Used, Boy Sets Fire, etc. Hmmm isnt too bad, I like listening to the lyrics sometimes. Like The Used has 2 songs, Blue and Yellow & On My Own, those remind me of Mae and Eamon for some reason I dont know, but everytime I listen to them I think of them. When I listen to Jimi Hendrix I think of Eli sometimes, along with Brian. Then I listen to BTBAM and it reminds me of Eamon and Eli and Ben. You know what Im getting at...
Everyone is freaking out about Halo3 coming out here soon, well sorry to tell you, I dont like Halo. Sorry it sucks.. Want to play something fun? Go play Zombie Mod on Half-Life. Now thats fun...
Dammit I need to find a girlfriend...
weird
Soon enough I will be back in Pearl Harbor, so I dont have to deal with the ship so much as long as I get to go home everyday...I dont care. This place is driving me crazy and only because the simpliest thing has to be so fucking complicated..bleh Im only ranting right now because I dont really have much else to do, since I have all the junior personel coming to me, looking to me for advice and all I can give them is advice based on personal experience over 4 and a half years of stuff. Really wish I would have taken the 4 year contract instead of 6.
Mistake on my part, but eh going to make the best of it. What sucks is that most of the time, I sit around feeling shitty about feeling shitty. Almost nothing here makes me truely happy, and it blows. Usually I can get out of this "mood" by doing work or listening to my zune, been listening to alot of diffrent stuff than what Im usually used to listening to, examples: Chevelle, The Used, Boy Sets Fire, etc. Hmmm isnt too bad, I like listening to the lyrics sometimes. Like The Used has 2 songs, Blue and Yellow & On My Own, those remind me of Mae and Eamon for some reason I dont know, but everytime I listen to them I think of them. When I listen to Jimi Hendrix I think of Eli sometimes, along with Brian. Then I listen to BTBAM and it reminds me of Eamon and Eli and Ben. You know what Im getting at...
Everyone is freaking out about Halo3 coming out here soon, well sorry to tell you, I dont like Halo. Sorry it sucks.. Want to play something fun? Go play Zombie Mod on Half-Life. Now thats fun...
Dammit I need to find a girlfriend...