Happy pill anyone?
you guys ive been really down latley =( i think im homesick or something i dont know. well its been going on for some time now people just dont notice it but the sadness was really laid on me this weekend when i went to see my friends up north. i had so much fun that it made me realize how much i hate being away from my friends and how much i really dont want to make new ones and then i had some sort of epipheny epiphemy however you spell it because i lied to my parents and my aunt and uncle. can you believe that i had a near nervouse breakdown cause i lied to my family sometimes i really hate my conscience then all of that had me thinking all day yesterday and made me realize just how alone i feel and how i really miss my friends and family and how i dont like change. whatever ill get over it i just hate it right now. well people im out to wollow in my own misery probably spend the whole day watching TV and feeling sorry for myself