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so i went through complete and utter colapse today. i mean complete. i couldn't function at all. couldn't do my paper, couldn't deal with my family, can't deal with myself. i think i may have had my first real anxiety attack. now i know what cherith and all these other people go through. it was just so bad. thanks matt for helping me with the assignment though. im going to try to get ahold of him, even though i didn't go to class to give him the paper. i dunno. plus theres this shit thats going on with rach. idk about that either though, cause i havn't talked to her yet. anyway, yeah. fuck life.