Jul 06, 2004 11:53
i had a really fucked up dream last night and i really think it has to do with all the war and political propaganda material i have been reading in the last while and all the counter-strike i've been playing.
i dreamed that i was in my house with all my family (close and extended) and friends. war broke out and my home was a critical military position so there were a lot of troops headed our way. i had to defend. i took it upon myself to organize the friends and family to destroy any opposing force.
when i finally had everyone armed and ready to fight (opposing forces well in view and advancing) i noticed that people from my side were running to the other side but the other side was not shooting at them. i realized that the i had been betrayed. and the majority of the people running to the opposing side were my family members and closest friends.
now i was very out-numbered and all my defence plans were betrayed to the other side. but i held strong and encouraged my remaining troops that we would prevail nonetheless. from there my dream went into a counter-strike free-chase cam mode where i could watch the battle from the point of view of anyone i chose.
the battle lasted a good part of the night moving from outside terrains to inside the house as we were slowly beaten back. in our last deperate struggles to keep my home and ward off the slew of deadly gunfire and grenades, i remembered that there was a secret escape tunnel in the basement that lead into the ravine behind my house. i led my troops out to safety, posted one man in my treehouse to snipe off a couple enemies as a last breath and then fled into safety of the woods.
defeated in the battle, i was determined i would have my house back. i paraded on with my troops in search of allies that would help me in the recapture of my home and restore peace in my life.
at this point the bush was no longer the ravine behind my house but rather Mirkwood, the home of the Silvan Elves. it was the elves help that i was looking for.
i found the elves and began to tell them of my problems and intentions but thats where the dreamed was ended by the alarm clock that told me i was half hour late for school.
the dream for some reason really shook me up though... like i have been on edge all morning and cant figure out why.
now off to play counter-strike.