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[ferventdevotion]

I've come to the conclusion that nothing ever turns out exactly the way you plan...
you sit there with your friends.. making plans together for the future
you make incredible plans that seem so Perfect..
and your on this great high, excited..
you cant wait til they really come through
but do they ever really happen?
do we really believe it?
or do we just plot things out for comfort..
to set our souls at ease for the time being
for that moment you feel that whole load of stress is off your shoulders
you dont have to think or plan the future
what a relife
but its just a figment of our imaginations..

i was listening to my roommate talk to her friend about them moving in together...
all i can think is... ive done that before... and look a where I am..

but i still have hope..
maybe it will happen one day