Ranting
These past couple of days have been absolute hell for me, and you want to know why? People.. people in general, or lack thereof of people in my life. Now granted, there has been 2.. maybe 3 people that I actually care about that talk to me the other day, but I am so sick and tired of watching an email that I sent about 2 WEEKS AGO just sit there and not be read. My fucking god, it's driving me nuts! Everyone else is in love with everyone else but me and you know what? It's sucks, it really does. I want to be swept off my feet, I want to have sweet nothings said in my ear. Now, don't get me wrong, I do love a special someone very much, however I can't get ahold of her and I'm sloooooowwwwwly going nutes. Just ever so slowly. Am I being childish? Perhaps. Am I being selfish? Good possibility. I just.. -sigh- I don't know. It's been 23 years and most every relationship I have been fucked over many times. When is my turn? Jesus H. Christ, I do worry about my sanity each and every day. There is a good possibility that I'm driving myself nuts on my own, but I don't know.. am I going crazy? Someone tell me..
Oh, by the way.. my cat just had kittens and I'm pimping them off right now. Want one?
Oh, by the way.. my cat just had kittens and I'm pimping them off right now. Want one?