take yo' broke ass home
well guys, february is turning into a pretty shitty month this year...i just keep hoping that ill wake up and it will be warm and sunny outside, among other things.
because im just now getting over the black death.
..really just a case of severe asthmatic bronchitis. basically, i never recovered from the last time i had bronchitis.
basically, i just got sicker and sicker, to the point of almost having pneumonia.
basically, ive fucking missed nearly two weeks of school and work, and now that i can actually get out of bed i have to magically catch up and learn a bunch of shit on my own for tests this week.
basically, i got sick the first time b/c of a shitty immune system; from smoking, living w/ a cat and generally being too stressed out to take care of myself.
i stayed sick b/c i kept going to school/work, only quit smoking for like four days, still live w/ the cat and so on.
...so now?
now im drowning my body in essential vitamins and all that shit.
now im making sure i actually eat everyday, despite my schedule, and that i eat healthy.
now i HAVE to quit smoking.
if i dont, i will have this bullshit constantly.
if i dont, i will completely destroy my lungs.
if i dont, i will fucking die.
you have no fucking clue how much that pisses me off...no idea.
god damn.
because im just now getting over the black death.
..really just a case of severe asthmatic bronchitis. basically, i never recovered from the last time i had bronchitis.
basically, i just got sicker and sicker, to the point of almost having pneumonia.
basically, ive fucking missed nearly two weeks of school and work, and now that i can actually get out of bed i have to magically catch up and learn a bunch of shit on my own for tests this week.
basically, i got sick the first time b/c of a shitty immune system; from smoking, living w/ a cat and generally being too stressed out to take care of myself.
i stayed sick b/c i kept going to school/work, only quit smoking for like four days, still live w/ the cat and so on.
...so now?
now im drowning my body in essential vitamins and all that shit.
now im making sure i actually eat everyday, despite my schedule, and that i eat healthy.
now i HAVE to quit smoking.
if i dont, i will have this bullshit constantly.
if i dont, i will completely destroy my lungs.
if i dont, i will fucking die.
you have no fucking clue how much that pisses me off...no idea.
god damn.