And I sit
Woooohoooo! Got my Queens of the Stone Age CD's yesterday!
I started playing FreeCell again. I was going crazy with that game about two months ago. Then I burned out on it. And now it's back. Like a damn addiction. *hands start shaking* Must... have... FreeCell... arrr!!
I'm okay.
I used to love my job. So, what made me hate it? I make some good cases on my user info page, but I've realized what the big problem is. It's Arin. She's awesome and will always be a good friend, but she's got a terrible temper and complains a lot. She seems to hold grudges too. And this is where we differ. It's hard to make me mad, and I don't hold grudges. I'm all about forgive and forget. Sometimes I just want to say to Arin, "Big deal! Let it go!" But I'm too scared. I don't like saying things like that to friends. Not even to non-friends. I'm not a tough person at all. I can't say things that are even remotely mean. Call me a wuss... I am.
Anyway, her behavior has been rubbing off on me. When she complains, I end up complaining with her because I can't seem to argue with her. And sure, things at Mobil frustrate me, but I take it and I move on. Not everything can be peaches and cream all the time. There will be rough spots in life, big and small. You have to live with it. I didn't used to get bugged so much, but now I work with a very temperamental person. Rachel, my old co-worker, was the most grateful worker ever. She absolutely loved it at Mobil. She thought it was the best job ever and loved all the people. So did I. Ever since I started working with Arin, I've become sour about it. I see all the little flaws and dwell on them. I don't want to be that way!
Even Mom noticed. One day I complained about something at work, and I mentioned Arin, and Mom kind of laughed and said how I was complaining a lot more since Arin started. It's true.
*sigh* Whatever. I don't plan on being at Mobil much longer. Hopefully just through the winter.
Survivor starts tomorrow! I hope Tina does well. I'll have to set my timer and record it.
Damn, I'm out of cereal. I go through cereal way too quickly.
~Ferryn
I started playing FreeCell again. I was going crazy with that game about two months ago. Then I burned out on it. And now it's back. Like a damn addiction. *hands start shaking* Must... have... FreeCell... arrr!!
I'm okay.
I used to love my job. So, what made me hate it? I make some good cases on my user info page, but I've realized what the big problem is. It's Arin. She's awesome and will always be a good friend, but she's got a terrible temper and complains a lot. She seems to hold grudges too. And this is where we differ. It's hard to make me mad, and I don't hold grudges. I'm all about forgive and forget. Sometimes I just want to say to Arin, "Big deal! Let it go!" But I'm too scared. I don't like saying things like that to friends. Not even to non-friends. I'm not a tough person at all. I can't say things that are even remotely mean. Call me a wuss... I am.
Anyway, her behavior has been rubbing off on me. When she complains, I end up complaining with her because I can't seem to argue with her. And sure, things at Mobil frustrate me, but I take it and I move on. Not everything can be peaches and cream all the time. There will be rough spots in life, big and small. You have to live with it. I didn't used to get bugged so much, but now I work with a very temperamental person. Rachel, my old co-worker, was the most grateful worker ever. She absolutely loved it at Mobil. She thought it was the best job ever and loved all the people. So did I. Ever since I started working with Arin, I've become sour about it. I see all the little flaws and dwell on them. I don't want to be that way!
Even Mom noticed. One day I complained about something at work, and I mentioned Arin, and Mom kind of laughed and said how I was complaining a lot more since Arin started. It's true.
*sigh* Whatever. I don't plan on being at Mobil much longer. Hopefully just through the winter.
Survivor starts tomorrow! I hope Tina does well. I'll have to set my timer and record it.
Damn, I'm out of cereal. I go through cereal way too quickly.
~Ferryn