Feb 07, 2007 15:56
i've ruined everything and i don't think i have any chance of getting it back. :(
i really don't know what to do and i don't want this to be the end, even though it probably already is. maybe i should go to rehab, therapy and a crazy institute, idk. i wish i could take everything back and start over. bad habits are a bitch and i need to try to stop all of them.