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[ferretsnax]

I always feel like I am looking for answers
tracing around the lines of things to find the true shape,
and thinking I have the answers
but never really understanding anything
at the end of the day:

Jonathan,
(the rest of) my family,
My past,
my health,
myself, in general

maybe I wish for too much,
or maybe I don't wish for enough or big enough

I want to make a difference,
but I feel so weighed down

and the future is foggy
and my maps do me no good
even as clear and precise as I try to draw them out out