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Well, my mom is quite possibly the strangest creature I've ever met. I don't think she took me seriously as far as the last talk I had with her goes; and be that the case, we're all in for a fan-fucking-tastic time by my sophomore year in college.
I'm thinking about withdrawing from Medaille. I love it here, so, so much. But it's so fucking expensive. I don't make enough at the store, I can't leave until they A. hire new people, and B. move to our new location.
And god damn you, Daniel, for letting me fall in love with you when you're going to move on us both.
Life is mostly good right now. I'm scared to death of all the things that are going to change by this time next year, but the funny thing is, I'm only scared of the moeny that I might not have to do what I want. As far as turning my life upside down until it turns scarlet and passes out, I'm pretty okay with that idea. I'll have someone who loves me by my side to make it easier. But god, if i don't have the money to do it, I'll be devastated.
So I really am kind of glad that at least for now, I don't have any student loans I have to worry about. But I kind of wish I could qualify for student aid. >_
I'm thinking about withdrawing from Medaille. I love it here, so, so much. But it's so fucking expensive. I don't make enough at the store, I can't leave until they A. hire new people, and B. move to our new location.
And god damn you, Daniel, for letting me fall in love with you when you're going to move on us both.
Life is mostly good right now. I'm scared to death of all the things that are going to change by this time next year, but the funny thing is, I'm only scared of the moeny that I might not have to do what I want. As far as turning my life upside down until it turns scarlet and passes out, I'm pretty okay with that idea. I'll have someone who loves me by my side to make it easier. But god, if i don't have the money to do it, I'll be devastated.
So I really am kind of glad that at least for now, I don't have any student loans I have to worry about. But I kind of wish I could qualify for student aid. >_