where do I go from here....
So... I broke up with Andrea... I feel like I have this ache in my heart but I think it is for the best. But as I look back we had some great times. I don't know I guess sometimes you think you are doing the right thing and then later on you ask yourself did I do the right thing?
I broke up with her because I didn't feel the kind of fire for her that I thought I should have. It just seemed so plain and I feel like when I fall for the one that is meant for me I will have this passion... this devotion... this love... that just consumes me. There were soooooo many things about Andrea that I found were exactly what I wanted in a woman but alas I felt like there was just this gap. I don't know maybe I have too high of expectations. But I have never been in love so I can't say for sure.
I guess I have made my bed and now I will lay in it.. I guess only time will tell if I made the right choice.
I hope I haven't hurt her too badly, I can tell she cared for me maybe even loved me and I cared for her and we both cried in the end. But in the end tears, and strong feelings are not love.
I broke up with her because I didn't feel the kind of fire for her that I thought I should have. It just seemed so plain and I feel like when I fall for the one that is meant for me I will have this passion... this devotion... this love... that just consumes me. There were soooooo many things about Andrea that I found were exactly what I wanted in a woman but alas I felt like there was just this gap. I don't know maybe I have too high of expectations. But I have never been in love so I can't say for sure.
I guess I have made my bed and now I will lay in it.. I guess only time will tell if I made the right choice.
I hope I haven't hurt her too badly, I can tell she cared for me maybe even loved me and I cared for her and we both cried in the end. But in the end tears, and strong feelings are not love.