Damn! I feel so LAZY!!
This week, I will not be picking Nick up from work. Mostly becuase Angel is finally out of school for the term and they really need time together. naturally, if they call, I will come. It is one of the only bad things about moving: I see my friends less than now than I already did. On the other hand, we're having a party on saturday, so hopefully they can come then.
In other news, the other day I impressed some friends from church by cooking them dinner. They had never had my cooking because I haven't had a working kitchen in a long time. I made a new recipe and used them as guinea pigs. it was very good stuff.
*&^%ing depression...starting to feel like I really don't belong in the lives of some of my friends again. The problem is that I am very logical and have calculated a million times how that line of thinking is accurate which makes it harder to dismiss this feeling. Along with it comes the questions: why in the nine hells am I here? i don't belong here. do I really have anyone waiting for me? Will I ever know the love of another person? I could disappear and it would not make damn bit of difference in most of the lives of people I know.
at any rate....almost done with school!!!! graduation is only two weeks and a couple days away. closing on the new house is on the same day so they better be planning on it being in the morning since graduation is in the afternoon.
In other news, the other day I impressed some friends from church by cooking them dinner. They had never had my cooking because I haven't had a working kitchen in a long time. I made a new recipe and used them as guinea pigs. it was very good stuff.
*&^%ing depression...starting to feel like I really don't belong in the lives of some of my friends again. The problem is that I am very logical and have calculated a million times how that line of thinking is accurate which makes it harder to dismiss this feeling. Along with it comes the questions: why in the nine hells am I here? i don't belong here. do I really have anyone waiting for me? Will I ever know the love of another person? I could disappear and it would not make damn bit of difference in most of the lives of people I know.
at any rate....almost done with school!!!! graduation is only two weeks and a couple days away. closing on the new house is on the same day so they better be planning on it being in the morning since graduation is in the afternoon.