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I'm sick with nerves.
After nearly 6 long, tedious months of unemployment, I have an interview.
Tomorrow, 12.30.
I'm never normally this worried, but I'm terrified this time. Really nervous. I don't want to put all my hope into it, because anything could happen. I don't want to cling to it too much, because it seems when I want something too badly, it's ripped away from me. So I'm trying not to build myself up too much. Obviously I need to get my game face on, because hell, I'll be fighting like a lion to impress them. I really need this job, I need the money and I need something to occupy my time. Game on bitches.
Reading this back, it's totally disjointed and doesn't make a lot of sense, but tough.
After nearly 6 long, tedious months of unemployment, I have an interview.
Tomorrow, 12.30.
I'm never normally this worried, but I'm terrified this time. Really nervous. I don't want to put all my hope into it, because anything could happen. I don't want to cling to it too much, because it seems when I want something too badly, it's ripped away from me. So I'm trying not to build myself up too much. Obviously I need to get my game face on, because hell, I'll be fighting like a lion to impress them. I really need this job, I need the money and I need something to occupy my time. Game on bitches.
Reading this back, it's totally disjointed and doesn't make a lot of sense, but tough.