on a mission

[fernur]

reassurance
this seems to have the best effect on my emotions
i will get through this

i'm trying my best
.... then again... i could do better...

and i don't need your pity
most people are too self-absorbed to actually care in the first place

don't worry about me
if you notice i'm not around.... then i just needed some time alone
i don't want my shitty mood to dampen others...

now know...
overall.... i am happy
and that's all that matters