Bleh
I dunno.
Hard day.
Yay for me not freaking out or going psycho.
Boo for people who make me wanna la la.
As you can tell, emotions and thought processes are at an all time low.
If anyone has an idea as to how to get me a boyfriend, I think I want one again.
Or sex. Or cigarretes. Or an endless supply of money so I can shop again.
I don't like being grown up anymore.
It sucks.
I'm crying and I dont know why. That's been a recurring thing these past few days.
I'm completely over Him, actually, if that's what you're thinking. We're in that comfortable best friend after a break up stage. So, I'm glad we stayed friends, even if it hurt at the beginning.
I miss life being easy. When did mine become so complicated? When did I have to grow up and decide things? Like, when did breaking up because of distance become an issue? Why did I let it bother me so much? Why am I completely over it? When did I become concious of what other's are telling me, and how I have to actually pay attention if I want to be a good person? When did I want to be a good person? Why am.... Damn it. This isn't good. I'm not in a very good mood.
I feel like I'm just running at high speed, and I'm never going to catch up to anything.
Will anyone be there to catch me if I trip and fall?
-Fernie
Hard day.
Yay for me not freaking out or going psycho.
Boo for people who make me wanna la la.
As you can tell, emotions and thought processes are at an all time low.
If anyone has an idea as to how to get me a boyfriend, I think I want one again.
Or sex. Or cigarretes. Or an endless supply of money so I can shop again.
I don't like being grown up anymore.
It sucks.
I'm crying and I dont know why. That's been a recurring thing these past few days.
I'm completely over Him, actually, if that's what you're thinking. We're in that comfortable best friend after a break up stage. So, I'm glad we stayed friends, even if it hurt at the beginning.
I miss life being easy. When did mine become so complicated? When did I have to grow up and decide things? Like, when did breaking up because of distance become an issue? Why did I let it bother me so much? Why am I completely over it? When did I become concious of what other's are telling me, and how I have to actually pay attention if I want to be a good person? When did I want to be a good person? Why am.... Damn it. This isn't good. I'm not in a very good mood.
I feel like I'm just running at high speed, and I'm never going to catch up to anything.
Will anyone be there to catch me if I trip and fall?
-Fernie