How do I do this?

Jan 01, 2005 23:35

I dunno what to say. I mean, I'm happy. Genuinely happy.

I'm feeling good about where my life is heading.

I'm pre-law now.

I'm going to work on Tuesday, with people who I really enjoy working with. 2nd graders are so much fun. So is working with a stylin' boss and one of your best friends.

I'm lost. Again.

I dont know how to get over somebody. I'm trying and trying.

But I can't.

It hurts. Alot.

I think I may have accomplished the first few baby steps tonight. But I dont know where they're going to take me. Prolly down a river of tears for a while. Maybe there'll be a rainbow at the end. Or there could be a waterfall... But that could be fun. I mean, what's life without its ups and downs?

I hate this feeling. I hate letting go of people.

what, or who, else am i gonna lose?

-fernie
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