Getting ahead of myself

[fernglas]

I've realized I have a horrible tendency to get ahead of myself, nearly losing my mind over the idea of ultimate meaning, concerning myself with if I'm a last man or a superman. I go around with my head in the clouds, ignoring the immediate problems right at my feet. If I would just deal with these things first, I could have a more solid foundation to tackle abstract problems. I have to change my sloppy lifestyle first if I ever want to be rid of my apathetic, demoralized disposition.

It's not some grand existential matter I face, it's a simple question of doing everyday chores.