Holy fuck
How do I manage to fail at everything? I think the last time I truly succeeded at anything significant was in 2010. Plenty of things go half right, mediocrity is often within my reach, but really right? Does my life move forward? Nope, denied. Fuck, I actually got a girlfriend in real life. I did not see that coming, especially considering what a pathetic furfag I am. But is it romantic? Does she make me ecstatic? Does she make me happy? Nope, nothing does anymore. I got to become a desensitized zombie before I met her. So really I just like getting out to eat pizza and jerking off on her tits. A near godamn perfect match for me and I hardly give a shit, if this was three years ago I'd be bouncing off walls driving everyone crazy.