Sep 22, 2005 21:23
I am a mess.
I am emotionally insecure.
There is a person with whom I am so madly in love that I can no longer control my emotions or my behavior. Worse still, I feel like I love her much more than she loves me. It makes me crazy and frustrated. Her happiness is mine; her pain is mine.
I don't know how to act.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to think.
I cannot make her love me more. I cannot love her less. I cannot get her out of my mind.
So this is what insecurity is really like... shit fuck.
I love you.