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To the wounded:
I have seen the self image
they've forced you to reduce to shattered glass,
with the only remaining value lying in it's jagged edges.
But the few who warrant waking for await their recognition.
No fear of death but with fear of life,
your weakness kills everyone.
So live.
Angels for everyone.
For no lack of searching I can't seem to find one.
Angels in everyone.
What of all their promises?
Can't seem to find much more than lies.
Angels in anyone.
A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Before I'd lay me down to rest,
I'd throw away everything to live
You think I give a shit, how I'm seen through your eyes,
I just can't fucking stand the way you always have to criticize.
You have to find something wrong in everything you see.
It seems it's not hard for you to find everything that's wrong with me.
Open your eyes and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
Does it build your self-esteem to look for mistakes in everyone else?
The only answer that I could find is that you're just not happy with yourself.
You, hide something about yourself when you point out everybody else's mistakes.
Those problems that you have are just a little much for you to take.
Open your eyes, and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
Yay, I am updating.. Go me go me... Anyways...
I dyed my hair black a few days ago... but I have blonde streaks in it... It keeps washing out too because it was cheap hair dye lol... so I even have more blonde streaks and crap in it.. more on one side then the other =\... I dont care looks cool for some strange reason... ^_^
This guy with my same name.. Came over this morning with my mum... They work toegether yea.. hes the same guy that peeked on me while I was sleeping o.o -shudders- and whats skurry I just met him for the first time today -.-
Hes nice, I guess, but hes like I dunno.. he wears tight jeans.. eww... atleast they were black... >.> and he also got my mum to make me eggs :D!!!!!!!! But friendship is as far as I am gonna go with him... wiht a few other things like making him take me to movies coz hes a rich slutty basterd!!!
Anyways... Higher note.. Tina just left to goto an interveiw for a teaching job. Hopes she gets it, not for my own personal reasons, just because she needs some sort of income before she goes insane. And yea, if she got the job.. I will be going to Cali sooner.. thats a plus too but Im not looking at it at that side of frame..
I'm thinking of taking drama studies... and photography classes... and some other stuff.. Like singing lessons and all that.. maybe learn howta play a new instrument.. I need something to do as a new hobby... Getting tired and lonesome with the ones I do have...
I dunno what to talk about.. kind of just in a trance... need some Cradle of Filth yesssssss
Made some funky pictures yesterday... of me when I had cried and my black eyeliner ran... yea.. And then I colored them diff and added words n stuff.. yea o.o one day when I make a webpage... I will use those as banners or something :D
Anyway I have no idea what to write about..
I am just a little alabaster, raven-haired, black goddess waiting somberly.. do do do...
Anyways... Yea... enuff dribble drabble scribble scrabble...
Time to goooooooooo...
I have seen the self image
they've forced you to reduce to shattered glass,
with the only remaining value lying in it's jagged edges.
But the few who warrant waking for await their recognition.
No fear of death but with fear of life,
your weakness kills everyone.
So live.
Angels for everyone.
For no lack of searching I can't seem to find one.
Angels in everyone.
What of all their promises?
Can't seem to find much more than lies.
Angels in anyone.
A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Before I'd lay me down to rest,
I'd throw away everything to live
You think I give a shit, how I'm seen through your eyes,
I just can't fucking stand the way you always have to criticize.
You have to find something wrong in everything you see.
It seems it's not hard for you to find everything that's wrong with me.
Open your eyes and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
Does it build your self-esteem to look for mistakes in everyone else?
The only answer that I could find is that you're just not happy with yourself.
You, hide something about yourself when you point out everybody else's mistakes.
Those problems that you have are just a little much for you to take.
Open your eyes, and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
Yay, I am updating.. Go me go me... Anyways...
I dyed my hair black a few days ago... but I have blonde streaks in it... It keeps washing out too because it was cheap hair dye lol... so I even have more blonde streaks and crap in it.. more on one side then the other =\... I dont care looks cool for some strange reason... ^_^
This guy with my same name.. Came over this morning with my mum... They work toegether yea.. hes the same guy that peeked on me while I was sleeping o.o -shudders- and whats skurry I just met him for the first time today -.-
Hes nice, I guess, but hes like I dunno.. he wears tight jeans.. eww... atleast they were black... >.> and he also got my mum to make me eggs :D!!!!!!!! But friendship is as far as I am gonna go with him... wiht a few other things like making him take me to movies coz hes a rich slutty basterd!!!
Anyways... Higher note.. Tina just left to goto an interveiw for a teaching job. Hopes she gets it, not for my own personal reasons, just because she needs some sort of income before she goes insane. And yea, if she got the job.. I will be going to Cali sooner.. thats a plus too but Im not looking at it at that side of frame..
I'm thinking of taking drama studies... and photography classes... and some other stuff.. Like singing lessons and all that.. maybe learn howta play a new instrument.. I need something to do as a new hobby... Getting tired and lonesome with the ones I do have...
I dunno what to talk about.. kind of just in a trance... need some Cradle of Filth yesssssss
Made some funky pictures yesterday... of me when I had cried and my black eyeliner ran... yea.. And then I colored them diff and added words n stuff.. yea o.o one day when I make a webpage... I will use those as banners or something :D
Anyway I have no idea what to write about..
I am just a little alabaster, raven-haired, black goddess waiting somberly.. do do do...
Anyways... Yea... enuff dribble drabble scribble scrabble...
Time to goooooooooo...