forgetting what it feels like to be free

[feriswheelbliss]

i dont wanna write in this but i just want you to know that im alive. i guess im doing well. im really numb about a lot of things right now. like sometimes i think i should be depressed about it but i think im happy, im not sure though. at least i keep busy instead of feeling sorry for myself and thinking about things. i think thats it..it hasnt gotten to my head yet and i dont plan on letting it. were not going back home.

im kinda falling behind. not really bc i got an extra day to do my math and got that crap done in study hall. i have english and SS to do. im not that concerned about it. ill get it done i guess.

ok i dont wanna talk about this anymore. i hope youre doing good.
~steff