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Wow it has been a long time since I updated so I don't even know where to begin. Christmas spent in Vegas, kind of blew except for being able to see my family who flyed down there to be with us. Oh and I won ten bucks. I came back and had real christmas with my friends and family on the 26, and that was just awesome! OK so I wrote on a forum what I got for Christmas so it's copy and paste time:
Ok here are the things I remember getting for Christmas...a whole bunch of Nightmare before chrsitams stuff I will list them first...sheets for my bed, a gift card to the place I can get the comforter (hopefully) a huge poster of Jack Skelington giving Sally a rose, a purse, hair clips, ID case with a scene from the movie, figurines, dolls, lip gloss, a flying figurine thingie from the movie for my car..you put it on its stomach and it has a cape, jack dkelington head rest thing for my car, thats all I can remember of that, ummm I got Rebel without a Cause, Jekyll and Hyde the cd, pug calender, A home at the End of the World DVD, Eeyore pajamas and socks, some Honey soap smells soooooooooo good, a black jacket that is like the softest thing EVER, mix cd, copy of Avenue Q, homemade cookies, and two my friends had a hoodie made for me it's a zip up kind it's black, on the front it has my middle name FERIAL in red letters on the front and then on the back, well when we went to visit my dads family in Kuwait my brother was bit by a poisonous fish and it's name is FERIAL...yeah I know. So on the back of the jacket they put a skull and cross bones and it reads Poisonous Fish going across the top and bottom. It is fucking awesome! I love it completely!! Yeah pretty freaking cool!
I loved everything i recieved and am so thankful for the friends I have, because I got tos hare it with them.
New Years I spent at Disneyland! I know I know you think it was really packed, but it wasn't! It was great because it had rained int he morning so most of the people didn't come. I saw The Nightmare Before Christmas theme at the Haunted Mansion. I almost wept with joy. I really am getting more emotional than I should be getting. We went on all the rides saw fireworks, ran into old friends and then brought in the New Year with some drinks and food. It was awesome! Went and saw my other lovely friends after and even though it was tense because of stuff that doesn't to be mentioned it was good to see them! Other than that it was the first real good New Years I think I have ever had. Last year I spent it at the hospital with my dad, but you know at least I got to see him alive that day...
I haven't visited his grave in a couple of months. I think I need to go. I see myself caring less and less about things that are going on around me and for me. Like school and work. I am just not putting as much effort as I used to and I don't know how to start. Sometimes it scares me and I don't know where I am going to end up. I just need some motivation but that isn't really coming from anywhere and I can't find anything that will give it to me.
I am obsessed with Queer As Folk. I can not stop watching the DVD's. It is just a great show, and I totally involved with all the characters stories. I seriously spent most of the day yesterday watching it. Christima was like let's go get Oscar and I was like NOOOOOOO QUEER AS FOLK! It was bad, but I went and saw Oscar who I missed. I missed everyone really esp Chrstina who I hadn't seen in DAYS! I almost died!! (yes I took it from you Christina! HAHAHA ok anyway!)
Went to CETA saw some good shows, The Diary of Anne Frank (the one Christina and I judged won the most awards). That was awesome...and Oprah won YAY! I was sooooo excited for her. She did such a great job. I meant he judges were laughing so hard. The cast list of Anything Goes is going up today. It really took us four hours to cast that and it was so hard. I just hope everyone is ok with the cast list. It was really hard to cast like really hard.
Work blows my mom has been really sick so she hasn't really been here and the clients are getting mad at me. But I can't do anything about it. Some people are fucking cunts I just wanted to say that. Wow am I pmsing like really bad. I think I need chocolate...so let me go get some.
I will be updating again....I just needed a break I think. But now I am back...so hopefully more updates coming soon. I love all of you!
Ok here are the things I remember getting for Christmas...a whole bunch of Nightmare before chrsitams stuff I will list them first...sheets for my bed, a gift card to the place I can get the comforter (hopefully) a huge poster of Jack Skelington giving Sally a rose, a purse, hair clips, ID case with a scene from the movie, figurines, dolls, lip gloss, a flying figurine thingie from the movie for my car..you put it on its stomach and it has a cape, jack dkelington head rest thing for my car, thats all I can remember of that, ummm I got Rebel without a Cause, Jekyll and Hyde the cd, pug calender, A home at the End of the World DVD, Eeyore pajamas and socks, some Honey soap smells soooooooooo good, a black jacket that is like the softest thing EVER, mix cd, copy of Avenue Q, homemade cookies, and two my friends had a hoodie made for me it's a zip up kind it's black, on the front it has my middle name FERIAL in red letters on the front and then on the back, well when we went to visit my dads family in Kuwait my brother was bit by a poisonous fish and it's name is FERIAL...yeah I know. So on the back of the jacket they put a skull and cross bones and it reads Poisonous Fish going across the top and bottom. It is fucking awesome! I love it completely!! Yeah pretty freaking cool!
I loved everything i recieved and am so thankful for the friends I have, because I got tos hare it with them.
New Years I spent at Disneyland! I know I know you think it was really packed, but it wasn't! It was great because it had rained int he morning so most of the people didn't come. I saw The Nightmare Before Christmas theme at the Haunted Mansion. I almost wept with joy. I really am getting more emotional than I should be getting. We went on all the rides saw fireworks, ran into old friends and then brought in the New Year with some drinks and food. It was awesome! Went and saw my other lovely friends after and even though it was tense because of stuff that doesn't to be mentioned it was good to see them! Other than that it was the first real good New Years I think I have ever had. Last year I spent it at the hospital with my dad, but you know at least I got to see him alive that day...
I haven't visited his grave in a couple of months. I think I need to go. I see myself caring less and less about things that are going on around me and for me. Like school and work. I am just not putting as much effort as I used to and I don't know how to start. Sometimes it scares me and I don't know where I am going to end up. I just need some motivation but that isn't really coming from anywhere and I can't find anything that will give it to me.
I am obsessed with Queer As Folk. I can not stop watching the DVD's. It is just a great show, and I totally involved with all the characters stories. I seriously spent most of the day yesterday watching it. Christima was like let's go get Oscar and I was like NOOOOOOO QUEER AS FOLK! It was bad, but I went and saw Oscar who I missed. I missed everyone really esp Chrstina who I hadn't seen in DAYS! I almost died!! (yes I took it from you Christina! HAHAHA ok anyway!)
Went to CETA saw some good shows, The Diary of Anne Frank (the one Christina and I judged won the most awards). That was awesome...and Oprah won YAY! I was sooooo excited for her. She did such a great job. I meant he judges were laughing so hard. The cast list of Anything Goes is going up today. It really took us four hours to cast that and it was so hard. I just hope everyone is ok with the cast list. It was really hard to cast like really hard.
Work blows my mom has been really sick so she hasn't really been here and the clients are getting mad at me. But I can't do anything about it. Some people are fucking cunts I just wanted to say that. Wow am I pmsing like really bad. I think I need chocolate...so let me go get some.
I will be updating again....I just needed a break I think. But now I am back...so hopefully more updates coming soon. I love all of you!