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OK so hi everyone! I haven't posted since ummm like a while ago. So I am just going to talk about all that is going on. So I have awesome friends who know how to be there when I need them. DIfferent friends for different things. Does that make sense? Whatever it does to me so yeah...(wow even I thought that was lame)!
Valentine's Day it was one of the best ones I have ever had! With my last Valentine's Days were spent with Nick. One year he found out the address of my work and had red roses sent to me, the next year he gave me a promise ring (white gold with three little diamonds) it was beautiful. This year I didn't have a boyfriend, but you know what I realized you don't need one to have a wonderful Valentine's Day. The day is not just about couples, but it's a day to spend with people you love. My day started off kind of crappy, but then I got a package from Dwight and Kelly, it was a Care Bear doll and DVD with a note and a card. It was sooooo awesome! I was like oh my gosh! Then I went to Kira's house and she had lighted candles and gave me a red rose a beautiful card and the new Michael Buble cd!!! I LOVED IT! I mean LOVEDDDDDDDDD IT! And there was candy. It was beyond ANYTHING! I LOVE YOU KIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After that I went to have dinner with Christina and Nima at Chilli's (where else), and Christina's mom totally got me a card, pencil and candy for Valentine's Day. At that point I just wanted to cry because it was such a cool thing to happen. I was happy! And dinner was awesome, Christina was not feeling too good at first, but then we ended eating with Sarah(Emily Belgard's older sister) and Ray if I am not mistaken and had soooo much fun! Jeremy was working so Christina was happy esp. since he became our waiter. I was like they should get married already. He let her play with his chest. All I am saying! So tell me why I was like I hope they don't run out of molten's (they had run out of crispy chicken) and Christina was like noooooo that won't happen! And guess what, yeah they fucking ran out of the molten! I tried the other desert and just wasn't feeling it. In no way shape or form. But we all just ate and laughed and had a good time. I think it lifted some people's spirits, at least I hope so.
I talked to Clinton a little bit later that night. I don't know where we are with that. I just don't feel like he will like me so maybe it might be best if I get some distance. I don't know, I need some advice. I don't want to be hurt, and I feel like I am not the person he is looking for. Maybe I am too fat or not pretty enough or something. I don't know. That sentence just goes through my head over and over. I am tired of being hurt, so maybe I am pushing away on purpose or maybe I just something that is going to happen. I guess I over analyze everything, but I can't help it. I would rather do that and protect myself than anything else. OK I am done thinking about it. Well writing about it anyway.
Saw season three finale of QAF. I was like WOW!!!!!!!!! Nima was like you will be so emotional by the end and he was so right. Tiny bit of a spolier coming up
Brian and Justin are so cute. Michael has some fucking balls. And poor Ted and Emmett. Really Ted after the video. Omg I like knew what it was, before I saw it. And I just wanted to cry for him. For what he had become. It was just sad you know, because that actually happens to people. I think in the end it wrapped up some things it needed to and gave us cliffhangers that fit perfectly. I was really happy with it! Now onto fourth that isn't really out yet lol. So we will see.
Ok planning Elise's birthday, she was doing it on her own at first but I was like fuck that Iw ill help you out with it. So she gave me the list of people she wanted to come, and I have been calling and planning, but the fucking place I want to have dinner at are in one word ASSHOLES! I mean complete utter assholes. Like I want to smack them in the face. They say they don't take reservations, and I am like even for 18 and they are like no. You ahve to be tehre at 6 to get a table at 8:30 what the fuck ever. So I called again today and the guy was like no we will not hold the table until all your people are there (which I was like ok because I thought maybe someone could go at 6 put our name downa dn we could wait) so the guy was a dick and he was like I could lose money and shit. Completely rude, I wanted to smack him. Whatever so we will figure out how we are going to work. I mean I understand what he is saying but at the same time I am like go fuck yourself you know? I just want her to have a good birthday and I don't like when things don't go according to plan. Oh well we will see how it turns out.
Anyway, other than that life is ok. It is just life, you deal with things learn, grow, be overdramatic. Just live.
Valentine's Day it was one of the best ones I have ever had! With my last Valentine's Days were spent with Nick. One year he found out the address of my work and had red roses sent to me, the next year he gave me a promise ring (white gold with three little diamonds) it was beautiful. This year I didn't have a boyfriend, but you know what I realized you don't need one to have a wonderful Valentine's Day. The day is not just about couples, but it's a day to spend with people you love. My day started off kind of crappy, but then I got a package from Dwight and Kelly, it was a Care Bear doll and DVD with a note and a card. It was sooooo awesome! I was like oh my gosh! Then I went to Kira's house and she had lighted candles and gave me a red rose a beautiful card and the new Michael Buble cd!!! I LOVED IT! I mean LOVEDDDDDDDDD IT! And there was candy. It was beyond ANYTHING! I LOVE YOU KIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After that I went to have dinner with Christina and Nima at Chilli's (where else), and Christina's mom totally got me a card, pencil and candy for Valentine's Day. At that point I just wanted to cry because it was such a cool thing to happen. I was happy! And dinner was awesome, Christina was not feeling too good at first, but then we ended eating with Sarah(Emily Belgard's older sister) and Ray if I am not mistaken and had soooo much fun! Jeremy was working so Christina was happy esp. since he became our waiter. I was like they should get married already. He let her play with his chest. All I am saying! So tell me why I was like I hope they don't run out of molten's (they had run out of crispy chicken) and Christina was like noooooo that won't happen! And guess what, yeah they fucking ran out of the molten! I tried the other desert and just wasn't feeling it. In no way shape or form. But we all just ate and laughed and had a good time. I think it lifted some people's spirits, at least I hope so.
I talked to Clinton a little bit later that night. I don't know where we are with that. I just don't feel like he will like me so maybe it might be best if I get some distance. I don't know, I need some advice. I don't want to be hurt, and I feel like I am not the person he is looking for. Maybe I am too fat or not pretty enough or something. I don't know. That sentence just goes through my head over and over. I am tired of being hurt, so maybe I am pushing away on purpose or maybe I just something that is going to happen. I guess I over analyze everything, but I can't help it. I would rather do that and protect myself than anything else. OK I am done thinking about it. Well writing about it anyway.
Saw season three finale of QAF. I was like WOW!!!!!!!!! Nima was like you will be so emotional by the end and he was so right. Tiny bit of a spolier coming up
Brian and Justin are so cute. Michael has some fucking balls. And poor Ted and Emmett. Really Ted after the video. Omg I like knew what it was, before I saw it. And I just wanted to cry for him. For what he had become. It was just sad you know, because that actually happens to people. I think in the end it wrapped up some things it needed to and gave us cliffhangers that fit perfectly. I was really happy with it! Now onto fourth that isn't really out yet lol. So we will see.
Ok planning Elise's birthday, she was doing it on her own at first but I was like fuck that Iw ill help you out with it. So she gave me the list of people she wanted to come, and I have been calling and planning, but the fucking place I want to have dinner at are in one word ASSHOLES! I mean complete utter assholes. Like I want to smack them in the face. They say they don't take reservations, and I am like even for 18 and they are like no. You ahve to be tehre at 6 to get a table at 8:30 what the fuck ever. So I called again today and the guy was like no we will not hold the table until all your people are there (which I was like ok because I thought maybe someone could go at 6 put our name downa dn we could wait) so the guy was a dick and he was like I could lose money and shit. Completely rude, I wanted to smack him. Whatever so we will figure out how we are going to work. I mean I understand what he is saying but at the same time I am like go fuck yourself you know? I just want her to have a good birthday and I don't like when things don't go according to plan. Oh well we will see how it turns out.
Anyway, other than that life is ok. It is just life, you deal with things learn, grow, be overdramatic. Just live.