Alone
I feel as though no one is on my side anymore. No one is here to really help me with the problems that I'm going through. I can't talk to my parents, I can't seem to get a job, I feel as though I'm losing one of my best friends all because of some stupid misunderstanding. And to top it all off everyone is on her side, well everyone except naz because she sympathizes with the both of us, but mostly with sara. So right now I have no one to talk to with any of my problems and I kinda feel as though people are ganging up on me. Amanda was saying how I shouldn't have lead her on, when in my mind I had no idea i was leading anyone on. And I know I hurt sara but it was unintentional, and I'm glad that it got clarified this early instead of 6 months from now when it would have hurt worse. I'm sorry for the pain I have caused, and I guess I'll change the way I act. I just wish I had someone to listen to my problems. I mean I'm going through a lot right now, my grandma is dying, my mom and dad are fighting a lot and I think that they are going to go through with a divorce, my mom has depression and she tells me she's thinking of killing herself, I just broke up with my boyfriend, everything seems to be happening all at once. This is probably one of the lowest points in my life so far.