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I originally posted this as a comment on Ed's journal, but to make sure that my questions get heard by everyone that needs to I am reposting it here. I don't doubt that it will be seen just fine where it was originally, but by copying it here I am just reinforcing the fact.
I do miss the times that we had where everyone was together and we didnt have a care in the world. Like when I hit the deer, everyone who was there did everything they could to cheer me up and get my mind off of my parents. I was shaken up, yes, but it all seemed so trivial at the time. I really do miss the way that our group did that for each other. I suppose that with the school year coming to an end, and all of us going our seperate ways, that we are unconciously distancing ourselves from each other to try and lessen the pain that we are all afraid of come graduation day. But I have to ask, why are we putting ourselves through such torture now and possibly ruining lifetime friendships? Why go through the pain now so that we can turn our backs on each other when the time comes and be able to keep from looking back? Why not enjoy the little time that we have left and go our seperate ways reminicing on how much fun we shared? I just wanted to get these questions out there.
I do miss the times that we had where everyone was together and we didnt have a care in the world. Like when I hit the deer, everyone who was there did everything they could to cheer me up and get my mind off of my parents. I was shaken up, yes, but it all seemed so trivial at the time. I really do miss the way that our group did that for each other. I suppose that with the school year coming to an end, and all of us going our seperate ways, that we are unconciously distancing ourselves from each other to try and lessen the pain that we are all afraid of come graduation day. But I have to ask, why are we putting ourselves through such torture now and possibly ruining lifetime friendships? Why go through the pain now so that we can turn our backs on each other when the time comes and be able to keep from looking back? Why not enjoy the little time that we have left and go our seperate ways reminicing on how much fun we shared? I just wanted to get these questions out there.