So Long...
So a year, a month, and two weeks later I get a new tattoo... That and I also make an update on this journal :-p So much has happened over the last year and so much more is going to happen in this coming year...
The first is this tattoo, it's my little dragon fly... Well from what people have been telling me it's not that little at all. It's about double the size of the last one and the funny thing is that it only cost me $20 more to get this one. In the begining I knew that I wanted to have a dragon with butterfly wings and I gave my ideas to a guy a few cities over and when he was supposed to E-mail me he didn't... He called last week saying that he wanted to collaborate but it was on my duty day so I couldn't rightly get over there. Pretty much I found a couple pictures and had the artist draw up some new wings and play around with the tail :)
Alex is an ex. I proposed to him and all that and thought it was going to be all in good measure and about a month later the fucker dumped me. He said that it was too stressful with him going on deployment and keeping in touch and all that. A month after he tells me that the only reason why he kept me around was because the sex was really good and because he awnted to siphon my money out, hence why he kept on waiting to make a joint account with me. I should've realized sooner that he was a fake, but since I don't really talk about my personal life to all that many people on the ship because of my sexuality I kept it to myself. I really should've dumped his ass when he only got me a t-shirt for my birthday... I got him a plane ticket to go home for his and I got a t-shirt... Fucker.
Tony is also an ex but to a lesser extent. This guy I met in person as well and it was all phsyical before we even knew each other's names. He thought I was really cute, I thought he looked really nice so he tried to see if I was gay or not. We started poking each other then after he kissed me on the cheek I held him for the rest of the night. We got back to his place, had a ton of four play, then decided to make the night final with some shower sex. This was also about a two months after Alex so I was still bleh. We broke up after a month and some change because he didn't want to wait six months for me to come back and wanted to know me as a friend. I got pissed because of the down right rejection of it and I hurt his feelings. Since then I've been trying to make it up to him with his favorite type of flowers (which I'm the only one that knows what they are) and he's still being an asshole about it. Hell if he wanted me to feel better about the relationship then maybe he should've made some us time instead of sleeping all damn day. The only reason why we didn't know each other better is because every time he gets off work he's "too tired" and just wanted to cuddle and fall asleep. Five minutes in the bed he's already passed out and sleeps until he needs to get up.
Some other things... I'm getting out of the Navy this year for sure. My contract is supposed to end in July but I'm trying to extend it for three more months so I can completely finish the deployment. Even when I'm getting out the Career Counselor onboard wants to fuck with me and say that she can't and can only get me until September. That stupid bitch it worthless I haven't seen such a useless person in my whole term because she never does her job and never tries to get anyone what they want. When I leave I'm going to talk to the Captain and tell him how useless she is and that she's the reason why I didn't stay in the Navy... I only have negative seelings towarf her because she's just such a frustration.