The week so far.
Monday was a bit of a nightmare. N didn't want to go to camp, which isn't unusual but he was still detoxing from a weekend at the ex's. He's been a trooper and has gotten better at not having the death grip on me in the morning but it still breaks my heart to drop him off upset. The day continued dragging ass. Both bosses were in and pretending to look busy in the afternoon is much more difficult than it sounds especially when they're unintentionally holding my iPod hostage.
Today was another rough one with camp drop off. This time he didn't cry, instead he stood off to the side watching me drive away. It was the farthest 200 yards ever with his sad little face in my rear view mirror! Then on the way in mom called saying her husband could help me move the couch to which I politely said no thank you, when she insisted three more times I finally said forcefully I didn't want any help from him or his spawn and I would find anyone else to help including strangers if that's what it took. I think she finally understood that when I said no thank you, I really meant no thank you. Work was better at least. There was a steady flow of stuff to do. Plus the asst mgr in the cafeteria has stood in nicely as my flirting practice, so that was a nice break to the day.
And finally there is another 'hit' on eHarmony. From the first few experiences I'm keeping in mind that you really don't get to know the person until you meet them no matter how much he 'looks' good on paper. In the mean time I'm working out at night with a new routine...cardio, strength and yoga alternating depending on my mood. It makes me happy and I've been sleeping better and feeling better in the mornings. Not too bad for half way through the week.
Today was another rough one with camp drop off. This time he didn't cry, instead he stood off to the side watching me drive away. It was the farthest 200 yards ever with his sad little face in my rear view mirror! Then on the way in mom called saying her husband could help me move the couch to which I politely said no thank you, when she insisted three more times I finally said forcefully I didn't want any help from him or his spawn and I would find anyone else to help including strangers if that's what it took. I think she finally understood that when I said no thank you, I really meant no thank you. Work was better at least. There was a steady flow of stuff to do. Plus the asst mgr in the cafeteria has stood in nicely as my flirting practice, so that was a nice break to the day.
And finally there is another 'hit' on eHarmony. From the first few experiences I'm keeping in mind that you really don't get to know the person until you meet them no matter how much he 'looks' good on paper. In the mean time I'm working out at night with a new routine...cardio, strength and yoga alternating depending on my mood. It makes me happy and I've been sleeping better and feeling better in the mornings. Not too bad for half way through the week.