it's over
well the end has finally come. I can't believe it. it has been the most amazing year of my life. I have done and seen things that I thought I would never do. Its so hard to think that within 2 weeks I will be back home and none of this will feel like it happened.
I have been up since 4:15. I went to bed at 2:20. Last night was a great night. Erin sat in her kitchen window, and I sat on the recycling bin and we read FHMs that were in the recycling. Erin excecially enjoyed the anal beads. I spend alot of the day outside either just sitting and watching people leave. It was too depressing inside all my stuff was packed and most everyone was gone. I will see lucinda because lisa and I are going to birmigham for a day. and I will try and see rob on sunday, but I had to say good bye to the others. not fun.
back to yeasterday. Me and Erin had a huge meal with everything left over in the freezer. there was alot. and then we had our final night in the harp. and went to time.
Then this morning I walked erin to the train station and had to say goodbye. which sucked ALOT.
I was the last person to leave my dorm. it was really sad. I just can't believe it is over. I can't imagine being back at st thomas. Just the small things here I am really going to miss. safeway, the last stop, cat, even the random people that I see in the pubs and on the way to class. I am so use to seeing them, I see them everyday, and then I will leave and it will be like they never existed to me. and I won't exist to them. I am sitting in the frith computer lab right infront of the window, and I can see my kitchen, and it's soo dead and empty. I expect someone to walk in and turn the lights on at anytime. there is always someone in my kitchen.
This place has been my home for so long that it feels like all I have. no more harry potter library, main arts, baby ponies. I felt more at home here within even the first semester then I ever did at st thomas. hopefully I will have changed enough so that when I go back things will be different.
speaking of ponies. I almost steped in pony placenta. it was absolutely disgusting. and lisa's hous has a harry potter cubard.
I really don't know what I am going to do with myself for the next few days.
I have been up since 4:15. I went to bed at 2:20. Last night was a great night. Erin sat in her kitchen window, and I sat on the recycling bin and we read FHMs that were in the recycling. Erin excecially enjoyed the anal beads. I spend alot of the day outside either just sitting and watching people leave. It was too depressing inside all my stuff was packed and most everyone was gone. I will see lucinda because lisa and I are going to birmigham for a day. and I will try and see rob on sunday, but I had to say good bye to the others. not fun.
back to yeasterday. Me and Erin had a huge meal with everything left over in the freezer. there was alot. and then we had our final night in the harp. and went to time.
Then this morning I walked erin to the train station and had to say goodbye. which sucked ALOT.
I was the last person to leave my dorm. it was really sad. I just can't believe it is over. I can't imagine being back at st thomas. Just the small things here I am really going to miss. safeway, the last stop, cat, even the random people that I see in the pubs and on the way to class. I am so use to seeing them, I see them everyday, and then I will leave and it will be like they never existed to me. and I won't exist to them. I am sitting in the frith computer lab right infront of the window, and I can see my kitchen, and it's soo dead and empty. I expect someone to walk in and turn the lights on at anytime. there is always someone in my kitchen.
This place has been my home for so long that it feels like all I have. no more harry potter library, main arts, baby ponies. I felt more at home here within even the first semester then I ever did at st thomas. hopefully I will have changed enough so that when I go back things will be different.
speaking of ponies. I almost steped in pony placenta. it was absolutely disgusting. and lisa's hous has a harry potter cubard.
I really don't know what I am going to do with myself for the next few days.