jr
ive known this boy for a week, i dont really wanna get married, cant have kids, but this all changed when i met jr, theres just somthing about him i just cant grasp, i dont know what it is but im willing to find out! he scares me to death because of how i feel about him i just can look at him in his eyes and see his love, he doesnt understand love, but he can sure show it,
how does jr show his love to me?
hes honest(so far)
he does what he says hes gonna do
he encourages me,
to trust
to smile
to laugh
to do right
to have faith
to be responsible
to give him a chance
to make my life better
to take down those blocks
I didnt want to marry or even be with someone when i first met him, i asked him if he wanted to go swimming, and he said no, so i started bringing him home, we were about to turn into the mission and i asked him are u sure u dont wanna go swimming
i felt like it was the crossroads that answer he gave, it was creepy but he chose to go swimming instead and i got a motel room for that week, larry didnt come it was just me and him i trusted him that much it was really kinda freaky he asked me alot of questions that day, that no one else has ever asked me before which really showed me what kind of person he is, which really shocked me, but it was awsome we had sooo much fun in each others arms playing in the water, im not really sure why we connected so well but even larry noticed, we didnt have sex that day, a week ago on 8-20-11 and im glad, now after a week of staying together we are pretty much inseperable, he has proved himself to me that he is responsible and very godly, even though he is struggling about going to church right now, thats okay ill try to help him, but gods the main thing in our life, we read the bible each night, we had a rough weekend, when leaving the motel room, our apt didnt go through and i was broke i finally gave in and we are sleeping on a couch in a border room i refuse to go to the mission, it wouldnt be fair for him to be camping out in the heat while im in the air cond all alone, i dont wanna seperate from him, i know ive only known him a week but i cant help it, i feel like hes my light in a dark world, shruggs im not sure if it makes sense but i know it scares the crap out of me on how i feel about him, i know im being foolish and taking a big risk with him moving into my apt, but i need to see whats going on and find out what hes all about, im just tired of getting hurt, i hope he wont hurt me, we are moving into our new apt this fri after i get my check, if everything goes well, i just hope hes the one, if hes not it then i dont know what is!
hes trying to get hired on at tech, but nothing has happened yet i hope something happens soon because i don know how much more i can take
how does jr show his love to me?
hes honest(so far)
he does what he says hes gonna do
he encourages me,
to trust
to smile
to laugh
to do right
to have faith
to be responsible
to give him a chance
to make my life better
to take down those blocks
I didnt want to marry or even be with someone when i first met him, i asked him if he wanted to go swimming, and he said no, so i started bringing him home, we were about to turn into the mission and i asked him are u sure u dont wanna go swimming
i felt like it was the crossroads that answer he gave, it was creepy but he chose to go swimming instead and i got a motel room for that week, larry didnt come it was just me and him i trusted him that much it was really kinda freaky he asked me alot of questions that day, that no one else has ever asked me before which really showed me what kind of person he is, which really shocked me, but it was awsome we had sooo much fun in each others arms playing in the water, im not really sure why we connected so well but even larry noticed, we didnt have sex that day, a week ago on 8-20-11 and im glad, now after a week of staying together we are pretty much inseperable, he has proved himself to me that he is responsible and very godly, even though he is struggling about going to church right now, thats okay ill try to help him, but gods the main thing in our life, we read the bible each night, we had a rough weekend, when leaving the motel room, our apt didnt go through and i was broke i finally gave in and we are sleeping on a couch in a border room i refuse to go to the mission, it wouldnt be fair for him to be camping out in the heat while im in the air cond all alone, i dont wanna seperate from him, i know ive only known him a week but i cant help it, i feel like hes my light in a dark world, shruggs im not sure if it makes sense but i know it scares the crap out of me on how i feel about him, i know im being foolish and taking a big risk with him moving into my apt, but i need to see whats going on and find out what hes all about, im just tired of getting hurt, i hope he wont hurt me, we are moving into our new apt this fri after i get my check, if everything goes well, i just hope hes the one, if hes not it then i dont know what is!
hes trying to get hired on at tech, but nothing has happened yet i hope something happens soon because i don know how much more i can take