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Ohemgee! I am shaking so badly right now. I finally called Takehito. I was so happy I got past his mom without incident, but then I chickened out and made him speak mostly in english. I felt so stupid. I guess I could use the excuse that I am really tired, it's two-thirty in the morning and I was kinda nervous. But I won't. I'll just say the truth: I'm chicken shit. BAH! I can't stand it. But it would have been worse if I had chickened out all together and not called. Although, from his point of view he didn't even know I was going to call so I guess I just looked stupid.
Okay, Allison. Take a deep breath... ... ... and get over it.
Okay, Allison. Take a deep breath... ... ... and get over it.