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I'd have to say today was pretty crappy. One sister is upset with me for reasons I can only speculate on. While another wants nothing to do with me entirely. I've done nothing wrong to her mind you. I've only known her for a few years, but not once have I ever given her reason to be even slightly disappointed in me. The reasons that she wants nothing to do with me are her own, and of her. I already have one sister who refuses to have anything to do with me because of my parents. Now I have another who is keeping herself at a very substantial distance(both physically, mentally, emotionally, etc) and as far as I can tell doesn't have any valid reason for doing so. That's a long story that I won't burden you with though.I have to work tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to that. I'm also still very worried about each of the afore mentioned persons.
I was doing some thinking earlier. When I was at my best. I was a fool. When I was doing fairly ok as far as life is concerned I was an emotionless empty unfeeling shell of a person. Who knows, maybe I was on to something for a while there.
My mother is supposedly going to detox again. I see drama and benges on the horizon...
I'm starting to worry about my brother. I'm not sure how he is exactly but I suspect that he's fairly miserable. He's probably one of the more decent of my bloodline, so this concerns me.
I'm also concerned because a few people have just suddenly stopped talking to me. I'm most especially concerned about one of them. I can't imagine why she'd do such a thing.
I was doing some thinking earlier. When I was at my best. I was a fool. When I was doing fairly ok as far as life is concerned I was an emotionless empty unfeeling shell of a person. Who knows, maybe I was on to something for a while there.
My mother is supposedly going to detox again. I see drama and benges on the horizon...
I'm starting to worry about my brother. I'm not sure how he is exactly but I suspect that he's fairly miserable. He's probably one of the more decent of my bloodline, so this concerns me.
I'm also concerned because a few people have just suddenly stopped talking to me. I'm most especially concerned about one of them. I can't imagine why she'd do such a thing.