More destiny turn to choice as usual
I don't know about the whole Korea thing. I think I jumped the gun so to speak. I have a thin tendril of hope I'm still going for a job eventually. I got my transcript from the UofA and I can't believe I was delusional enough to think I got good grades there. I stared at the dismal grades and felt really retarded. A lot of them were classes that shouldn't have had any issues at all. It's like I gave up in the middle of my stay there. I think it was having a job and being half starved. The brain does need food. Anyways. I was quite sobered by looking at my transcripts. In some ways I want to reapply with my vastly improved grades and make a new legacy for myself there. But not living like right next to the campus leaves me at a great disadvantage since parking is pretty non-existant there anyways. I want to do too many things. That's always been my downfall.
Even as we speak I'm going to the Art school. Which again I am amazed at my hopefulness that is always quite dashed in the end. Again I find this isn't exactly what I wanted either. *sigh*
Anyways I'm still working though I was jumping the gun, ready to leave for Korea like the next day! But it's going to take time. I still have to app for the job even though I have someone putting in a good word for me. So I finished my resumes and now it's just the waiting game. Hopefully I have enough earned credits to go toward higher pay. As for anything else. I'm a bit ill these days and kinda dying to something different than what I'm doing at work.
Another thing is that a lot of places don't deliver to Korea T___T; Like art supplies and random stuff. So I will start over. It'll be nice to have no things, but at the same time I will miss my little nest here. And will my relationship stand the test of time? I believe it could be so because I don't feel so queasy about going to Korea even with a glimmer of that thought.
Even as we speak I'm going to the Art school. Which again I am amazed at my hopefulness that is always quite dashed in the end. Again I find this isn't exactly what I wanted either. *sigh*
Anyways I'm still working though I was jumping the gun, ready to leave for Korea like the next day! But it's going to take time. I still have to app for the job even though I have someone putting in a good word for me. So I finished my resumes and now it's just the waiting game. Hopefully I have enough earned credits to go toward higher pay. As for anything else. I'm a bit ill these days and kinda dying to something different than what I'm doing at work.
Another thing is that a lot of places don't deliver to Korea T___T; Like art supplies and random stuff. So I will start over. It'll be nice to have no things, but at the same time I will miss my little nest here. And will my relationship stand the test of time? I believe it could be so because I don't feel so queasy about going to Korea even with a glimmer of that thought.