Sadness is sad?

[fenrislupa]

I r eally wonder if I should go get help. I'm depressed and I can't even tell you why. It came to me after relaxing and watching a show and all. I showered and and I just felt this doom drown me. I felt so sad and lonely. Also it's fit more of the clinical signs of depression than it did before. I sleep and it takes me a bit of time and i tend to wake up early. Maybe it's failing to get into school. Or just the fact I need something to look forward to or something. I feel like I'm dead ending..
Hm.. We'll see what happen. I think it might help if I could do overtimes at night.. but none of that's been happening lately. Oh well!