convictions
i have been feeling really convicted about what i have been doing lately. Maybe its because my pastor was talking about it today or maybe that just made it more evident in my life. I feel really bad for some of the things that i have done. I have don things that i know were wrong and i knew they were wrong even while i was doing them. I fell really bad that i am setting a bad example to all of my friends and family. I wish that i was a better example of what a christian should be but im not and i feel really bad for that. I just want to tell everyone not to follow my example im not the person to follow and prolly never will be. I hope that God will forgive me for the things that i have done well i know He will forgive me but i still feel bad. There are things in my life i know i need to change and there are many things i need to change. I am sick of being all talk telling people what is good and what is right but never doing it my self..... i feel like such a hypocrit...i know im a hypocrit. I pray that you will all forgive me for the things that i have done to set a bad example for you. I know you prolly dont even care that i have set the bad example but i care. I am sorry for everything that i do i wish i could be better and hopefully with some prayer i can change. I pray for all my friends every night for God to touch there hearts but i dont let God touch there hearts through my actions. Which really has been hurting. Please forgive me.