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hey guys, well im sick now cause of kaylen, but i dont care. im still going to sights and sounds tomorrow but right now i am so far from happy phoenix. i am so sad right now!! i knew i wasnt gonna go to sights and sounds tonight but i just wanted to come home, watch some tv, sleep and be happy...well it turns out that katie calls me telling me that a really good friend i havent seen in awhile is at sights and sounds...so, i texted him and asked him if he wanted to go with me tomorrow...well he said no so now im sad bc i cant see him. i havent seen him in the past two weeks and i just want to see how he is and stuff...well strike that idea. i really miss him alot and i really care about him so much that i just want to be around him. i dont care where and stuff but i just want to be in his company...no offense to anyone, but jason and this friend are the two people that ALWAYS put me in a good mood and always make me happy phoenix, so i just wanna be aroud him and be happy phoenix again. well hopefully he'll show up tomorrow for any reason...and i can at least say hey to him and give him the hug that ive been holding for the past 2weeks. i know alot of u know who im tlaking about and stuff and alot of other people might think that i am being obssesive about some guy that i like or something like that. well that might be true, but i want to be happy. i dont need a guy to make me happy but i do just want to see him...well i dont know guys, im really bored right now and upset, so i just wanted to spill out whats with me...sorry jason! i love u tons and tons! and i wanted to go with u tonight, but please go with me tomorrow...u can make me happy phoenix!! i love all u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye!!