All the albums I owned in high school, relistened-to in roughly the order
I got them. We pick up in the middle of my freshman year.
61. They Might Be Giants - Flood
Mortifying memory: I was so excited about this album coming out that I
expected my parents to drive out in an ice storm so I could buy it as soon
as possible. Ugh.
And then, oh god, the Tiny Toons videos. It didn't happen right away, but
Tiny Toons made painfully literal videos for
"Particle Man" and
"Istanbul"
that were a whole lot of people's introduction to They Might Be Giants. I
knew a guy in college who was telling me some theory about the
point of music videos and it came out that, actually, those were the only
music videos he could remember seeing. Ever. And so he concluded that
music videos always depicted clearcut narratives, as tied to the lyrics as
possible.
I hadn't noticed the head-injury theme in Linnell's songs here before.
Decapitation in "Dead", forehead replacement in "We Want A Rock",
colliding with a wall in "Whistling In The Dark"... oh, and "something
unpleasant has spilled on his brain" in "Someone Keeps Moving My Chair".
Interesting.
Someone once said to me-- maybe they got this from an interview, or maybe
they just made it up?-- that The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy was
about the very mundane experience of traveling around Europe without much
money, as 20-somethings from the UK do, and that The Restaurant At The End
Of The Universe was likewise about what had just happened to Douglas Adams
when he wrote it, namely, suddenly being in fancy restaurants and not
knowing how to act, meeting famous people, etc. And I wonder if some of
the songs about anxiety and physical comfort here are, similarly, a
response to unexpectedly having what appears to be a steady job making
music.
62. Husker Du - Warehouse: Songs And Stories
It was never fully clear to me (and isn't now) whether
"These Important
Years" is about high school or early adulthood or what. The line
"yearbooks with their autographs of friends you might have had" makes it
sound like looking back on high school from quite a distance-- to me!--
but the rest is tinged with condescension in a way that seems exclusively
directed by adults at teenagers. How old even are the band members at this
point?
Even though I owned this on tape, I got in the habit of playing just the
Mould cuts. I found his songs catchier, and Hart's annoying (the
sing-song
non-melody of "Charity, Chastity, Prudence And Hope" being Exhibit A).
In retrospect, Mould's rasp was (is) also much more my thing than Hart's
emoting.
Not to mention the clunky lyrics. "My eyes are burning / With the sight of
your returning", Hart sings in "Back From Somewhere". Ugh.
I now notice that Grant Hart has a bit of a lisp. I didn't know the
songwriters in Husker Du were gay (maybe few people did, at that point?)
but regardless, I think Hart rubbed me the wrong way because he seemed
MORE stereotypically masculine, by which I mean: more like the hair-metal
grandchildren of glam who were on the radio in the 80s. However
incongruous that seems now.
Here's another awful lyric: "Running around like an insane maniac anywhere
that you please / Taking advantage of anyone handy to satisfy your
disease". Maybe you satisfy a compulsion or a need, but a disease? (That
said, writing out the lyrics makes them seem clunky in a very
post-hardcore way, which of course is still where Husker Du were coming
from -- as opposed to the incompetent-radio-filler clunkiness I was
hearing before.)
Enough complaining. I like most of the Mould cuts a lot. In fact...
Okay, I just listened to the Bob Mould tracks on their own, in order. Some
of the segues don't quite work and the last three tracks ("No
Reservations", "Turn It Around", "Up In The Air") all want to be the big
emotional turning point... but it's a basically excellent album. Oh well.
Somebody out there is probably doing the same thing with Grant Hart's
half.
Oh yeah, also, the bridge of "Turn It Around", with "the biggest thing for
me is making this thing work for life" -- that seemed strange and bland to
me at the time. Now it's pretty touching, the urgency of feeling like a
relationship is falling apart around you but might yet be saved...
62. Dead Kennedys - Plastic Surgery Disasters
Story #1: I bought some Dead Kennedys CD (I'm mostly, though not entirely,
sure it was this one) and took it home excitedly. Put it in the stereo--
funny, there's only ten tracks, despite the 20 listed on the case. Well,
maybe older CDs had to fit everything into ten tracks, and they'll just
have multiple songs per track? Sure, who knows.
I hit play... and heard oldies. Okay, I thought, they're just messing with
us-- something funny is about to happen and then the real music will
start. Four minutes later, that track was over and nothing but oldies had
happened. And so on.
They were skeptical at the record store when I tried to return it, but
eventually they did try playing it themselves and agreed that, in fact,
probably the Dead Kennedys did not release an unaltered compilation of
oldies in place of their album on purpose.
Story #2: At some point, I came home and found this CD's liner notes torn
up in the trash. When I confronted my mom, she said, "Oh... your little
brother asked if he could tear that up and I said yes because I assumed it
didn't belong to anyone."
She hadn't destroyed the CD, though. Just the liner notes.
Both of these things are more interesting than the actual music.
64. The Damned - Anything
This album contains a Love cover whose title some internet tagger has
rendered as "Alone Again or". I really hope there's no style guide that
actually prescribes that lowercase 'o'.
Huh. I definitely did not know "Gigolo Aunt" by Syd Barrett whenever I
last listened to this album, so I didn't catch the quote in
"Gigolo". As
it is, I only know that song from Robyn Hitchcock covering it.
-- Whoa. The song goes on to
quote "My Wife
And My Dead Wife" by Robyn Hitchcock. Maybe I knew that Robyn had
worked with Captain Sensible at some point? I don't know, I don't care
much now, but that would have seemed like the coolest thing ever in high
school, if I had gotten to know this song (which I never did because the
album just didn't bear much listening) and later discovered the bridge was
lifted from another musician.
Okay, enough of this. It was boring then and, aside from the
intertextuality, still is.
65. Lard - The Power Of Lard EP
This is Jello Biafra from the Dead Kennedys and... someone else I thought
was cool. Ministry? Right, Ministry.
I seem to only have this on 128k mp3, which will have to stand in for
the crappy-sounding cassette I had of it. I recall loving the first track and
always skipping the other two. Let's see how it's aged...
Huh. The music on the verses of
"The Power Of Lard"
make perfect sense now given Ministry's affection for Black Sabbath, Deep
Purple, etc. And the chorus sounds like contemporary Ministry.
I'm finding this thrilling almost despite myself. I also still know all
the lyrics. Or, well, once a line starts I remember how it will end. The
song's an (intentional) string of non-sequiturs. Such as "Next time
we have sex, just pretend that I'm Ed Meese".
So the chorus is several people shouting "The power of lard!" in unison,
but of course the song never says what that power is, and the
non-sequiturs degenerate (evolve?) into pure nihilism: "Avoid everything!
Avoid everything!" It's kind of dada in its declaration that meaning
things is boring, which given that Biafra's main gig was to be constantly
(yet vapidly!) political, maybe explains how totally gleeful it sounds,
despite postdating nearly everything else worthwhile any of the people
involved recorded.
Track 2 ("Hell Fudge") ramps up the 70s factor to no real benefit. It
turns out TV preachers are hypocrites. Also, fish in a barrel are easy to
shoot.
Okay, so
the final
track is half an hour long. I didn't have the patience for it in high
school. Do I now?
Four minutes of slow vamping precede the appearance of a painfully off-key
Biafra. This is a trial. No way through but through.
half an hour passes...
Yeah, that goes nowhere. But let it never be said that I didn't listen to it
all the way through at least once!
66. The Sugarcubes - Life's Too Good
I had a few hundred dollars in bar mitzvah money, and I wanted to spend it
on a stereo. There was a store a few blocks away selling used stereo
equipment. Hooray!
After a great deal of comparative listening, I ended up with these huge
ugly expensive speakers that... I have no idea if they were any good or
not. I definitely had the notion that bigger was better, and am still
slightly surprised when little desktop speakers sound good. And these
held up a shelf in my bedroom for years, so there's that. Anyway, the
store also offered a free CD from their tiny stash of secondhand music
when you bought a whole stereo, and this was the only one that even
slightly appealed to me, so I got it despite not having loved the
Sugarcubes tape I already owned.
It's definitely better than the second album. I love that the lead vocal on
the first track is Einar.
This is discordant without being noisy. That's interesting.
Holy cow, were the Sugarcubes a no wave band? I mean, okay, not
exactly, but... a whole lot of their reference points are becoming clearer
to me as I listen to this. And I don't think No Wave's fondness for
howling/shrieking vocals and unpleasant intervals between notes is
irrelevant at all. PiL's Metal Box is in the mix too.
"Deus" (a little
more familiar to me now than the other songs; I think I put it on mixes?)
gets at the heart of why I could dig Einar more than Bjork. Bjork is
declaring "Deus does not exist, but if he did--". It's a flight of fancy,
but one she's keeping VERY FIRMLY in her grip. Einar, on the other hand,
befuddledly recites "I once met him... it really surprised me... he put me
in a bathtub, made me squeaky clean... REALLY clean..." Maybe I could
identify with that? No, I have no idea.
... so part of my indifference to this album in high school was because it
felt too long. And I guess the actual album was shorter than I thought? It
looks like it originally ended with
"Fucking In Rhythm And
Sorrow", or maybe
"Take Some Petrol".
And "Fucking In Rhythm And Sorrow" makes more sense as a big finish than
as a hoedown in the middle of an overlong album. That, too, is
interesting.
And furthermore, I guess maybe Icelandic has more in common with other
Scandinavian languages than I thought? I keep hearing "bensin" in "Take
Some Petrol", which I know is also Swedish for gasoline. Let's see...
Apparently the refrain is "taktu bensin elskan" and means "take some
petrol, darling". I totally know those words, sort of!
In retrospect, I'm not sure why I thought Icelandic wouldn't be related to
the other Scandinavian languages. For some reason I just figured it
wasn't. (Context note: I started learning Swedish a year ago. This has
nothing to do with the Sugarcubes.)
Oh hey, and this remixed version of "Deus" is great, with both orchestral
strings and a fiddle. And weird roaring electronic noises. I guess it's
not news that this is where Bjork was headed.
67. Wire - Manscape
I was VERY VERY excited for this album. I mean... new album by a favorite
band! That was still extremely novel.
I'm loving the guitars on "Stampede", so heavily treated with a 'cheesy'
chorus effect that it becomes something close to noise. Kind of a slow
start, though. At some point I learned that the British release had a
different running order and was missing the first two tracks, which seemed
like an improvement. They're not *bad*, just... lukewarm.
"Patterns Of
Behavior" has two prominent vocal parts, but they're both
Colin Newman, just processed differently. This would end up being Wire's
last album for a while (sort of) -- I wonder how well they were all
getting along. Similar guitar noise on this track, too. There's this
crystalline, distinct almost new-agey synth pop song, and then sometimes
somebody flips a switch and RRRRARGARARGARARGARAR.
In
"Other
Moments" -- I promise I'm going to try not to do a track-by-track
here, but bear with me -- there's a similar dynamic with a different
guitar effect. Sort of different, anyway. More echo-y and metallic. Were
they doing this on IBTABA and A Bell Is A Cup, too, and I just didn't
specifically notice it? It's a pretty good trick. But having tuned in to
it, I'm finding this album phenomenally unsettling. Not emotionally
upsetting, just sorta impossible to relax around.
Maybe it's my headphones. I know they tend to be midrange-heavy.
In the late 90s, I was sad that nobody was imitating New Order. (Then
people started, and it was a mixed blessing, but anyway.) I don't remember
ever being sad that nobody wanted to be Wire, though. Nor discovering
music that I loved because it reminded me of Wire. Why?
68. The B-52's - The B-52's
I've run out of things that I'm positive I heard freshman year of high
school. So now we're back at nerd camp.
We got to go shopping in town occasionally ('town' being a strip of about
three blocks that had a lot of student-oriented shops near the dorms.)
Given how much music shopping I was doing normally, I don't know why I
remember the things I bought there in particular, but I do.
Not sure of the motivational chronology here, though. I had heard "Channel
Z" on MTV and loved it. At some point I would borrow a friend's copy of
Cosmic Thing and hate "Love Shack" enough that I didn't want to dub
a copy of the album for myself, but Wikipedia says the album didn't come
out until the middle of this summer. Maybe
"Rock Lobster" was a
standard at the nerd camp dances?
These songs are hard to tell apart, except that some of them are awesome.
The retro organ and bassline are a good combination! Just... this album
should have been a 45. Maybe two.
69. New Order - Low-life
At camp, Sean Rhyee made me a tape with this album on one side and Robyn
Hitchcock's Queen Elvis on the other. I believe that was also the
summer he punched me in the stomach so hard that I couldn't breathe for a
minute, but that was because of a misunderstanding.
Did I ever like "Love Vigilantes"? If I did, it was ruined by WAY too many
earnest covers way too long ago for me to remember.
And then there's "Elegia", which I'm amazed to learn is only 5 minutes
long in this version (it seriously felt like longer). Somewhere I have a
box set on which it's 20 minutes long. Speaking of things I've never
listened to all of even once...
... so I went to Wikipedia to understand why
this version of
"Sub-culture" sounds so much different from how I expect it to. Short
answer: I'm used to
the version on
Substance and they're not at all the same. Long answer: The
version on Substance is a nearly-contemporaneous remix by John
Robie, who outright produced their next few singles.
This whole album feels so *thin*. Sumner's voice is wobbly but not
vulnerable or frayed or anything, just... usually not up to the task. And
fully half the tracks are familiar from other compilations or contexts,
making it hard to hear it as an album. Of the less-familiar tracks, only
the closer "Face Up", with its gleefully ridiculous major-key synth horns,
is making me wish I had paid more attention to this in high school. Not
that it's bad! Just, I dunno, I don't feel that I was missing out.
70. Robyn Hitchcock & The Egyptians - Queen Elvis
This, on the other hand, is another record so familiar (from continuing to
listen to it in intervening years) that it's hard to hear anew. Even my
intervening discovery of the Beatles (whose influence I can tell is here,
abstractly) doesn't make this less familiar.
One song I know has changed for me:
"Freeze". I remember
seeing Robyn Hitchcock play it live (solo) and being amazed that it was
jagged, intense, trancy. And now I always hear it that way. (Here's a
performance from the tour I saw:
"Freeze" at the
Electric Factory. The vocals are stilted-- I'm guessing Robyn wasn't
entirely comfortable being filmed-- but the guitar is how I remember it.)
... and okay, "Autumn Sea" is a little better now that its obvious Beatle
antecedents are more vivid for me-- the tempo feels draggy if you expect
it to be of a piece with the rest of the album.
Maybe I should come back to this again right after I listen to the earlier
Egyptians records.