Jan 14, 2010 01:14
I havent been on here in months.
I reread over all my old posts and the posts of my ex.
I realizd that all in all he was an amazing boyfriend, but for some reason i have been painting a picture in my head of our relationship being terrible. We had a great relationship for the most parts, and im glad i have finally remembered it.
I do miss my friendship with him though. havent talked to him for awhile. I probably will call him or whatever sometime soon.
After reading over all my previous posts i noticed how depressed i was in highschool. i would also post entries about me ranting or be upset with something.
Another pattern i noticed was that i would always talk about different guys but neve mention their names. I was only able to figure out who three out of god knows who many. maybe i should have just put their names...would have made reflecting a whole lot easier.
Memories are memories for a reason. Lessons are meant to be learned from.